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    November 30

    I touched a real christmas tree!

    it's 10.45pm. *gasp* my bedtime. Whatever XD i'll make this as quick as possible =D
     
    pip! rambut mu panjang sudah! Cepat jua! you cut yours way after i did T_T
    i want my hair to be long again. and cut it like my usual normal layers and look at the mirror infront of me and say 'Welcome back'
     
    6th form ball/dinner is coming up
    Christmas dinner is coming up
    House panto is coming up (it's a funny play competition between houses)
    Christmas concerts...
    etc.
    Things will be busy.
    since it's the last 2 weeks of school
     
    most germans (and other temp. students) are going to go home
    it's sad.
    Today is sunday.
    Had our last Sunday House Meeting today. Which we all boarders used to dread.
    Today, when we went downstairs, to our suprise, Graham (housemaster) is downstairs instead of Ann (ass. house master. incharge on sundays)
    I figured it was because Ann had to take over for Graham yesterday since Graham had to settle things about his new baby. something about her name. i think little Sophia's name is finally official.
     
    Graham asked us... Have Ann ever explained to you all about this Sunday house meeting  we have once a month.
    One thing came to my mind, the flashback of Ann telling us that this is important and we must not laugh, exchange smirks at each other or make sounds.We have to stay quiet for half an hour in a circle. All the boarders in the house.
    But no. that wasnt what Graham meant.
     
    He told us this meeting is different than the meeting we have on thursdays with the whole school. In that meeting people who have anything to say or to let out will stand up and just speak. everyone in that whole hall would look and give support.
    This  is supposed to be easier. We're all boarders of the same house, friendlier with each other. We should be able to let our thoughts or worries easily.
    That was our last house meeting for this term.
    next term is christmast evening meeting.
    Anya and Maxi will be gone after the term ends.
    Quite a number (including graham) spoke out. Anya, Charlotte and Lee. all expressing their feelings. people were sad and was crying. i didnt feel like crying at all. not even slight tears in my eyes
    infact, i was smiling. just the whole thing make me want to smile. smile at them with awe and admiration.
    Ifsha playfully hit me in the end for not even crying.
    Truth is... i felt so awkward that i wasnt sad.
     
    ._.
     
    Oh i went to town today. and yesterday. Dear faithful readers would know that i have a dress already but will be wearing the same dress twice in a time span of like 4 days between both occasion People say buy another dress. I was walking alone in town just now for two hours(we girls decided to split up) looking at dresses and thinking. Should i really buy another one? i'll only wear it once.
    I ended up buying two small cover jacket to cover my shoulders when i wear the dress i have. Why two? cos i decided to not buy another dress in the end. i bought jewelry. (of course not gold or expensive ones). I'll make it work. I'm determined to. I'll make them a bit different.
     
    As a result of going to town twice in a weekend. i didnt had time to linger and chat at times very appropriat to catch my dear brunei friends.
    i wanted to call pipah.
    T_T
    nvm. Sometime in the near future, k pipz?
     
     
     
    November 26

    I'm sick

    Just a few days ago, someone told me there's a bug going on in the school cos of the weather. I thought, alhamdullilah I'm still okay.
    Yesterday after lunch i started to feel weird in the throat.
    By dinner, i was sneezing and had a runny nose. Slept early and woke up at 2 am cos i needed to clear my nose.
    The next day i'm still sneezing and reaching for the tissue. Put up with it the whole morning. By afternoon time for games, tutor made me tell the matron i was sick, so i did. I stayed in instead of going to aerobics. Slept until dinner time.
    It's 11.10pm and i'm still awake cos if i lie down, i cant breath with one side of my nose! it's darn uncomfortable.
     
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    It's winter~
    The temperature difference between autumn and winter is really apparent O_O
    The cold wind just nabs you under your clothes.
    Need a thicker (black and formal like) jacket to wear to school.
    More money out~
     
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    17 days till holidays. >.<
    I cant wait to see my family again. (No i'm not going back to brunei this christmas)
     
    Had exeat last weekend. I call it dress hunting weekend.
    Why?
    Because i need a dress for the coming 6th Form ball and the house christmas dinner.
    Spent the whole weekend hunting for a suitable (and cheap) dress with Melissa and Huan Hui. (and yazid)
    I needed something not long but not short. So yes it was a quest XD
     
    Result:

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    It's not that long. like 3/4 long. So it's nice.

    Best of all, it matches the shoes i brought from Brunei. Now i dont have to buy new shoes (I M Stingy XP)

    Now i just need to figure out how to wear the same dress twice without it looking completely the same in both occasions

    Wish me luck?

    XD

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    Johnny calendars are up for pre-orders (:D or D: ? )

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    Wxcked sc, apa khabar kamu semua?
    lama dah nda chat with any of you guys.
    Sudah tah kamu gathering?
    Enjoy your holidays
    Take care
    =D

     

    November 13

    vaining from boredom

    I.was.bored.
    terribly bored
    my prep time is two hours and i spent like 10 minutes doing my physics prep. That's it.
     
    I randomly picked the cat plushie i bought from the newsbury show and decided to take pictures with it. since it's so soft~ and cute~!Picture 0019Soft~
     

    Picture 0020Rawr~!

    Picture 0021*Bite*

    Picture 0023Meow~

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    Kitty has penguin friend~! *hug*(also from the newburys show. they were on sale!)

    Dont I look cute too? *bricked*

    XD

     

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    Took with my webcam. Baru balik sekolah =D
     
    Tagging....
    none >.< mostly dah kena tag pun.
    oh oh
    Iwan~ iwan buat XD
     
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    came down for breakfast and saw a couple kissing when i reached downstairs. not a good way to start the day >.< *umban batu*
     
     
     
     
    November 12

    half term pic dumps

    Picture dump: for pictures i've postphoned on posting. they're not even all of them but i'm too lazy

    During the half term, a group of 34 people gathered infront the Londom tomb to get a good entrance price. We all entered with 5 pounds each instead of the normal 20 pounds fee. Good deal =D

    Here's the picture snagged from somewhere i dont even remember, sorry for the photographer. We were all waiting go into the london tomb.CIMG2202

    Later on, we stepped on the actual london bridge. Picture of KB-ians~ I almost didnt get into the picture >.< (again photographer unknown sorry)n590186604_1984802_6804

    Me and peng with the london bridge behind us (it's suprisingly plain btw)

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    Me, Bazilah and Jehan with the tower bridge as the background

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    Next is the windsor castle trip. AZRIN, Fauzan and me only (since we didnt really know how to get there and other people were not taking the chance of getting lost). Note this was the day that of the snow fall. no wonder during our trip, we were dead freezing! Windsor castle is huge! Expensive to get in too T_T 14.80 for adults. Below 17s pay only 8.50 pounds *glares* I'm 17...

    Some are from my camera, some are from Fauzan's.

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    on a lighter fangirly note...Mayonaka no Shadow Boy LE! As soon as i came back to Reckitt i find it on the side table waiting for me =D

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    I have no prep, i'm bored cooped up in my room all day everyday. i'm reading a book but after a few hours, you get bored at the prospect of just reading. i wish i have a fan in the room to get the air moving. opening the window let terribly cold air in, closing the radiators make you feel cold. I miss chatting with Neis and HSGP girls. I miss chatting with family and wxckedsc(esp. Pips!) too. *waits till weekend*

    November 10

    ipod D:

    my ipod is showing the ipod sad face. (look up ipod iconology in apple.com/support/ipod)
    it basically means my harddisk is corrupt
     
    I cant restore the settings D:
    it seems bad
    i may not be able to use it again ._.
    ...unless i send it to be repaired.
     
    that ipod means a lot to me.
    cos it's a birthday present and i have a lot in it collected throughout the 2 years.
    it helps me when i'm scared at night and i'll listen to it to fall asleep.
    and i have things in there i dont have in any laptop anymore D:
     
    my said i can get a new one
    but i want this one
    but i cant whine much cos like everything dead, i can ask for it to come back
     
    i'd be ashamed to say that i bought a gadget for the sake of having it and only using it once then put it away for display only.
    but some people are proud for doing so.
    They have the right to i guess.
    i just feel sad for the gadget
    it's not being used as how it was made to do.
     
    on the other hand...
    *sings*
    Rain rain go away. come again another day~
     
    been raining non stop since saturday
    even when you think it's not raining, it's actually a really really light drizzle
    i want sunshine!
    *prays*
     
    p.s. a boy is creeping me out. someone save me or knock some sense into him.
    November 09

    the royal order~

    what do i want to be brought for me?
     
    No.1 - my fav old-red 'Singapore' T-shirt (which i dont know still fit me or not) cos i miss it that much
    2 - Ayah's old big dictionary cos my lap feels empty without it (and i darn well need a dictionary. vocab stinks. a lot)
    3 - A ring protector and testpads (cos i dont want to buy stationery in this expensive country)
    4 - A set of cutlery (spoon, fork and knife) since i have yet to find a place where i can buy a single set without buying a whole dinner set (or a kid's set)
    5 - My new external harddisk already full with dramas XD
    6 - My light adidas shoes if possible so i can do aerobics and dance with those shoes since my current shoe is too...heavy >.<
    7 - cup noodles (although i havent finish the very small supply i brought with me) and Koka mee
    8 - Quran!
    9 - My physics & chemistry notes (i think i can survive without the maths but that'll be nice too)
    10 -  My whole family =D
     
    I ran out of broadband credit and due to some misinformation, i was not able to get topup until late today. so i spent my saturday watching drama the whole day (the legend of brown sugar chivalry! funny, stupidly misplaced but interesting XD) Spent my sunday with a long sleep, a long breakfast of bread in the common room and two long phone calls to my mum and Pipah =DDD
    Pipah~ hope you get everything sorted. any problems just tell me, ya? Sorry during the phonecall it was mostly me talking nonstop :P
     
    I do not know the status of my allowance. if i have it or not.
    Why?
    because i have not left school since i came back (because i dont feel like going out to town or green)
    I have not set up my internet banking. I know stupid me but i'd rather go to the bank and set it up (which i cant only on weekdays and i cant leave school on weekdays :\
    I dont know which account in HSBC i put in the form.
    oh i've realised that i lost the letter to be mailed to set up the internet security code.
     
    I'm not troubled for money so that's why i'm not panicking..yet.
    I know i'm stupid for not sorting everything out straight away.
     
    p.s. why do i keep ending up in situations where i need to give love advice? i dont even know this 'love' that people speak of.
     
    "love is something you'd understand only when you're experiencing it"
     
    deep? i dont know >.<
     
    November 07

    mufti day, bath and fireworks!

    it's the 4th day of school today (after the half term holiday)

    it's mufti day (maf-ti) bkan muf-ti XD
    this year's theme is: pjs
    basically on this day if you pay 1 pound, you get to wear casual clothes, most preferbably the theme of the day.
    -sidetrack-
    i miss my family a lot. I miss home a lot. i miss brunei a lot more.
    so i kinda locked myself in my room. well i dont have a lock on the door, i just... dont come out much the afternoon till night
    Thus, i have no idea what happens in the house
    i didnt know that we can wear casual clothes. i thought only pjs.
    -end of sidetrack-
    i was all dressed for school in the morning with my collect dress (business like clothes) and with minutes to spare =D
    and i see every single girl in my house wearing casual
    i was like "What?!"
    melissa (and the others) told me they payed the 1 pound yesterday so they're wearing casual. they arent going to wear pjs
    me screaming in my head: why didnt you tell me??!
    then i got devastated. I asked my upper sixth boarder 'is it weird to wear collect dress on mufti day?'
    '....yes' she answer.
    'but i dont have any change. all i have is a 20'
    'i can lend you the 2 pounds if you want' (it's 2 pounds if you pay on the day itself -_-")
    *thinks*
    charmaine : just go change
    *runs to room*
    *comes out of room in casual clothes*
    ....there's no one in the corridor. the girls went to breakfast without me! and i'm already late
    desperately went to knock on the upper sixth boarder's room
    "can you please lend me 2 pounds?"
    So that's it,i payed and ran to breakfast (well past breakfast time. 10 minutes to registration)
    sat at my friends' table with them acting like nothing happened.
     
    on the other hand... there's supposed to be a trip to the Roman Bath tomorrow (somewhere near here)
    but...
    only two people in my house signed up (me and this other girl)
    my housemaster came and knocked in my door yesterday night and asked me who else did i say wanted to go to the Bath trip. I told him everyone that said they wanted to go is not going anymore.
    Angus wanted to go. so melissa said she wanted to go cos Angus told her to go. (I wanted to go from the beginning)
    but Angus decided to go shopping for some stuff this weekend instead. so he cancelled. Melissa said she's not going too. So i plainly told them i'll go sign up alone.
    My housemaster then told me that he knows there's a few people in school wants to go too. but if they dont have enough people and i dont have a friend, it'll be no fun so they might cancel it.
    Right now i still dont know if the trip is still on or not.
    With the lazerquest/bowling trip also tomorrow i'm not quite sure..
     
    There's fireworks tonight at school
    Day boarders have to buy tickets~
    Full boarders get free tickets~ since there's no dinner served today apart from the firework event's dinner. so yeah. (i bet the bill goes to our term account anyways >.<)
    I cant wait for the fireworks~
    but it's bound to be cold and damp tonight
    so i better get ready >.<
    November 03

    gah

    Input:
    I'm sad because A's sad
    i cant sleep
    B cant sleep too because A is sad
     
    process:
     
    (B is so sensitive that B is too worried)
    (I am worried because B is too worried)
    (B and I dont know how A is doing)
    (B and I are letting out imaginations go wild and overworking our brain)
     
    result:
    B and I are still awake at 2AM
     
    knowledge:
    A needs to straighten out A' life
    B and I need to figure out how
     
    confusing, no?
     
    Boys stink
    Relationships stinks
    People who has a great relationship and just dont get it stinks
    The feelings of friends who are doing not so good with their own relationships or has past experience and actually gets it..stinks.
     
    Verdict:
    Error! error! computer cant compute perfect answer
     
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