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April 30 optimism?optimism
i was doing an online quiz for fun. one of the question was are you more of a pessimist or optimist?
Well i thought in the past i would most probably choose pessimistic. but i chose optimistic just now. why? no matter how negative i can be, nowadays i try to be as positive as i can cos well.. i know a lot of people irl or on9 that are negative. to join them would pull all our lives down more than it has originally been. thus i try to help my friends be optimistic. But that doesnt me i've changed into a happy go lucky person. Not yet at least. Just today, i was in a very.. neutral state. It means i wasnt happy, sad or mad. i was a mixture of all so i had a 'blank' look a few times. finished the quiz
love: C Family and friends: A Body: C Mind: A Finance/ Career: A Life's average grade: B
XD love and body. why am i not suprised? April 29 lazyness strikedAha yeah. Have been postphoning my next blog entry for a few days already. Malas wah! (lazy!)
This week..
My parents came home from Singapore on Saturday (its tuesday now, see how lazy i am?) Waiting in the car at night for me was a blue plastic bag thats a tad bit heavy full of magazines* I asked for 'Potato' and my parents bought me Potato, Myojo, TV navi, JJ. Honestly i wanted Myojo but it wasnt in the list of arriving mags so i thought it wasnt there and asked for potato instead cos i thought i havent seen the scans. seen the others but they werent that interesting to me. So yay for myojo! HSJ fooling around ^^V Turns out i have seen the potato june scans. its on of the best in the batch of HSJ june scans! yay for lucky picks! TV navi is litterally a japanese tv guide+ reviews of songs, movies and stuff but yeah in japanese. That's thanks to my dad and my mom bought me JJ. a japanese fashion mag which is mostly like my sis's fashion. you know thoes mostly-t-shirt-wearing preps? not that i hate that just that i wanted popteen which has more 'japanese fashion'. But owh well. at least i have one more HSJ poster
owh and my HSJ DVD is booked and shipped. Its on its way! hopefully before my birthday so i can watch it on my birthday. ..on second thought maybe the day after since i want to watch it with pipz and lyana but lyana should have plans with her family on our birthday..but..i want to watch it on our birthday! XD i'll decide later. pokoknya.. i bought it as my bday prezzie.
Okay.. Enough HSJ you crazy HSJ obsessed girl!
Have the flu. getting better. almost gone but my body is sooo weak X_X
-1hour later-
Sorry XD had to stop and watch zettai kareshi 2nd ep first XD That's absolute boyfriend mind you. Its a story about a robot programmed to be the ideal lover of its owner. the robot, night is the first one and riko, a needy girl that cant get a boyfriend was chosen as a test subject. The doll is soo sweet and clueless and doing hard to do what he's programmed for, its a shame he's a robot! Mizushima Hiro go sweep the girl off her feet quick before she falls for him! XD
wa... its been like how many weeks since my story's last part? i have no idea what to do.. so hard to wrack my brain cells and squeeze it for a plot. i dont want it to be mussy. no one is going to kiss anybody! at least that's the plan.. XD just pure teenage friendship, crush and life. ^^V
this is becoming a post of total nothing! i'll end it now.
April 26 afternoon.napsokay.. I have a problem with afternoon naps nowadays. So even when i'm really tired, i try to not sleep during the afternoon.
When i was younger i dont take afternoon naps just based on the principle that its not good for you.
I sleep when i'm really tired and cant take it or i'm sick..
I've known myself for my weird dreams. i dont think i've ever gotten normal ones. but that's not the point of this post. if i was to talk about that.. it'll be a very very long post.
Afternoon naps. When i sleep when i'm very tired i tend to dream exhausting dreams like doing a suprise test/exam, having a treasure hunt kind of race and so on.
Lately, i've been dreaming of maths and chem. mostly maths.
I fell asleep on the couch just now. I got the runny nose (flu) and am very tired today. So i accidentally fell asleep on the couch.
I woke up doing maths equations. As usual when i'm having these dreams, i'll be having trouble doing it. I was dividing and multiplying but i still couldnt get the answer. I wake up more confused
I hate these dreams
I think its getting worst nowadays.
I keep dreaming of tests and maths and everyone make me so confused when i wake up. I have to spend some time coming back to reality.
Maybe Lyana's right.. When i sleep my mind doesnt sleep. Thats why i'm getting all these dreams
+ i'm a bit sick and when i'm sick and i take naps, i have all those confusing and abstact dreams.
April 21 purple equation and model??!2 things. GP and Speakers club
GP- We're having a roleplay on thursday! Its a courtroom play about animal rights. There's the judge, lawyers, juries, scientists, professors, animal lovers, business people and models. Guess what i chose? Model! not just any model. I'm for fashion and againsts Animal rights. Why do i do these things to myself X_X I now need to research on how models 'think' and find points why i love fur, leather and cosmetics should be tested on animals!
Speakers club- Zafri zafri zafri.. the table topic master for today. Guess what topic he gave me for my one minute speech? "Purple +water+sugar = grape juice" What's desu yo! Other people got phrases like "Barney is actually a ...." or questions like "If i was a genious, what would i do?" and i got and equation?! I was stumped. Really.. X_X
Tired. Wants to sleep. Littlix got suspended again. dont know when it'll be back up. We need money to change to a private server by june or else.. Bye bye forum! D: maybe i should buy that HSJ DVD.
Owh and Mr Bharat is really full of himself. Its good for the class XD He drew two curves and a straight line and praised himself as an artist XD It looked like a fish. can also be a leaf and when you remove part of the straight line.. it lookes like a cockroach *claps* That was entertaining ^^
April 20 hmm..Tired..
Pipah just said that she's tired of chasing 'chocolate' and stopping. Nice.. Right timing. I feel tired too. Yet i've never even been chasing. A certain someone would agree with that. I guess that someone gave up on trying to help me. Know what my problem is? I rather not try than lose in the end. Am I happy? No. Why cant i join my friends? Have a 'target' and giggle along everytime you see them. I'm a sad girl.. Ohh.. New batches of secret in the Je_secrets community.
Two of them interests me. One saying about how she randomly met Yamada while vacation in Japan and how they're emailing but thats not enough for her. The other one saying she made out with Inoo and he called her the next day. heh. People are going "What? *raise eyebrows amused*" Me? i kinda believe them. Isnt that a dream come true for many fangirls it that actually happened to them? That made me thinking.. Do i really wanna meet them? Well not really. Them falling for me? Yeah right.. Different worlds, different language, culture, religion. We'll never get along. We're aliens to each other. Even if it did happen. We get to know each other. Lets be friends. just that. I wont betray. No one would know. Thats not the point of this post. Sometimes i notice they're my source away from actually having to concentrate on boys real life. I guess i do that sometimes. I say you're my idols.What do i really know about you? nothing much. You're hardworking and still alive. thats what i tell myself. the fact that one of you dropped highschool still bothers me. I love you but i'm very very dissappointed in you. Your solo is perfect though..moving on.. Everytime i see you online, i see your gf's face.
Thats nice. I've never chased you nor that i've ever thought i would try. Dreamed to? yes. Its okay. I'll just keep going along quiet. Maybe some of my friends are right. maybe you did at some point gave room for me to come in. but i never did. I know I was the one that lead my faith be so. You're trying to make me jealous? Yeah right. I'm sure you have no intention to. That innocent clueless expression. Why do i believe you? It seems like i've been lied to a few times by you in the past. But why do i keep trusting? So i'll just continue drowning. Why cant i move on and just forget about that possible glimpse of hope? Even if that happens i know it wouldnt work Bleh.. A post of total "Whut??"
I'll come back later. Being genki and all. probably. bleh,. p.s pipah or mar? dont you ask me in school. There's nothing to be told. April 15 otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu Dai-kunlol I thought i'd try stopping saying dai-chan, he's 17 now! he must be tired of everyone saying how cute he is like a HS7
28 days till my Birthday! I dont know why i'm looking forward to it. Its not like i'm going to have anything special or have anything to look forward to on that day. I wanted to compile loads of daiki's interview answers in one whole pile for his birthday but i have no time to D:
hope he had a great day. I sure did not
Came to school while 'reflecting' in the car. Not a good thing to do when you're heading towards school.
Didnt do what i always did. Look outside trying to find cats, that big white bird that i dont remember the name right now or the squirrel. I love noticing animals (other than those small you see everywhere birds).
Speaker's club yesterday (toastmasters club w/e you want to call it)
I was like a cheap battery. Came in full of energy trying to smile and be as carefree as i can. Then like the middle of the meeting i was flat. dont have that much energy left XD i gave ayyub and syuaib the seemingly 'be serious i'm not fooling around' stare that i have when i space out and not think too much of what's happening infront of me.
Today:
the new MPP and prefect ceremony. Boring~ spend most of the time talking to pipah and being nervous of physic test later
Physic test postphoned to tomorrow (- -")
Teacher said maths test tomorrow. I was the only one shocked. Apparently i missed that announcement last week thus became the only one that didnt know.
Feel asleep around 3pm and woke up around 6pm. Rarely fall asleep. I was tired so i went to my mum's room and slept there. Set the alarm to 5 but i forgot to change the am to pm so it didnt ring XD Thank goodness no usual confusing and tiring dreams that i usually get when i go to sleep exhausted.
Now:
writing this blog XD
reading maths for tomorrow's test (note to self: find out what modulus function means before sleep)
Mr Bharat mentions for today (he'll kill me if he know's i'm doing this :P):
(he sat on the stage during todays ceremony)
I dont want to mention anyone but when this person was doing a speech we teachers, we're all old and seeing you, we were like 'Breath! Breath!" You dont breath, we also dont breath.
That took me a while to interpret XD
I think the person doing his/her speech was either speaking too fast or was very nervous making the teachers 'edgy' also
Note: The sentence wasnt directly what he said. It's a mere retell of how i recalled it.
Thats all for today
bye bye~~~
April 07 exhausted.mentallyWaaaaaaaa
I'm just a sky of grey clouds right now
Just woke up from a nap. Its 6.10pm now. My mum forced me to sleep at 3.30 i think.
Such a nice sleep.. then.. i woke up doing quadratics inequalities. nightmare!! D:D:
I slept for only 4 hours yesterday. slept at 1 and woke up at 5? soo many work to do. + ultra fast maths learning in the afternoon. go home. not even rest an hour i have to rush for quran reading. by 3.30 i was a zombie. confused. thus the forced nap by my mum.
I have maths and physic and GP scrapbook to finish and a comprehension for a GP article and a GP essay. shoot
If i start working for Littlix soon i'll be a way lot busier from now on.
And i have to research on some stuff to continue my fic.
Bah D:
Can time stop?
Rather than talking like this right now. I should go to work. I dont want to sleep late again.
Bye bye~!
oh. one more thing..
OR
=original recipe by KFC
quoted today from Mr. Bharat (physic teacher) XD
And look out for MR.Bharat Airlines. The cheapest airline ever with aeroplanes you have to hold on to rails instead of sitting down and old fashion windows where you can wind down and throw stuffs. lol
April 04 fridayIts friday. Nearly the end of it T_T since its 6.22 pm the time i started writing this.
I havent eaten any rice all day. I'm super hungry, i'm at the kitchen but guess what i'm doing at the dining table? HOMEWORK!
I have only two question left for maths ^_^V
I spent yesterday reading a few chapters in my story book and watch 3 eps of Brown sugar macchiato! (now i have to wait till they sub the rest of the eps -_-")
I wrote 2 3/4 page of the next part of my fic this afternoon and i'm gonna continue a bit after this. Hopefully a new part will come out by the end of Sunday =D
I love weekends. I get to play around and go crazy with my brother! which i havent done in a while since my routine since school started has pretty much been wake up-school-rest-online-homework-online-sleep. (the two online also means research for me to self teach myself -_-"
Havent heard from dad for a while. Sis is sick in my grandparents' house. Bro also has flu. I hope i dont get sick!
talking about velocity, v=s/t. S T.. Estee Lauder.
lol doesnt make sense right. ST. Estee. My physics teacher is so random! XD
Unfortunately most of the class didnt get that ^_^"
Thats all for today. Going to go eat. My body already feels a bit 'fainty' =O
I need to learn to take care of my body more.
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