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5月31日 lil girls dancing like whut?!
Well.. i'll never wear anything like the pic underneath but the top will do
I love laces and frills and BLACK even before i got into gothic lollita fashion. I'm no weaboo! LOL Anyways.. Spent the afternoon in tutong at the Dewan kemasyarakatan was it? Yeah. Accompanied my mum look after the booth. We cant let auntie hjh look after it herself every single day right? Skali skala tolong la.. There was kids dancing when i came. Lil girls with white shirts/jackets, miniskirts, long colourful sock dancing to pussycat dolls songs. X_X Dont get me wrong, some of them were pretty good and cute. Its just that.. that dance is NOT for them YET. Then there were older boys dancing. Like i told Pipz one of them would actually be cute if it wasnt for the red shiny cloth tied around their waists, the sparkly eye shadows, the eyeliners, the mascarra, the lipgloss/lipstick? and the face powder =O Sat on the chairs infront of the stage to get a clearer view. Got a KFC mask. Thinks : uh.. what should i do with this. =/ Hears: Girls voice from behind. Action: Turn around, held out mask and said "Mau?" to the lil girl behind me. I think i scared her. lol but she took it =D Came home late. Reached around 8pm. Was so cold. Cold from the car aircond XD Tired, headache, empty stomach. ~off to sleep~ 5月30日 HabitsLets talk about habits. Something we tend to do so often, sometimes we dont even realise it.
Rather than talking about other people's habits, lets dig into mine. Shall we? (The following habits are those i have realised since young, I may or may not still do it)
Walking down and up the staircase as fast as i can : going slowly creates more impact to my legs. Sengal~!
walking down the staircase with hands at the side like a penguin : uh.. because i love penguins
Yawning: Even when i'm doing something exciting, i may yawn. Unexplainable
Biting tip of tongue when i think i've done something silly : ...reflex? XD
Running two fingers on the side of my head like that sweat drop emoticon when i feel like it : i did not see anyone do it or whatsoever. Kinda accidentally made that up and used it
Saying "Gila" and "bodoh"
saying "my goodness"
saying "Shoot"
saying "What the heck"
Conclusion: i curse but try to make it sound not as bad XD
saying "rewind" (oh hey, i dont use this as much anymore. barely. Which is good cos i use this everytime i cant hear what the person says) : Explained in the brackets Touching my nose : No thinkable reason
Pulling and messing with my Tudong every few minute : Because i need to feel comfortable and not feel that my tudong is clinging to my face. + i yawn a lot which makes my tudong slip forward.
When sitting at the table at school, I'd push myself and the chair inwards till I'm really really close to the table : I get backache's and my posture was terrible (and probably still is). I used to think it made me sit straight. ^_^V
Opening Microsoft word while chatting because i think of words randomly and like to use the dictionary and thesaurus there to check if its right <---new habit
Sit infront of the computer with my dad's old thick Collin's dictionary (Which I have claimed as the successor) on my lap : so i can open it and find new words when i'm bored (the dictionary has suggested similar words next to most of the words. hehe) <---old habit
Talk and argue with self : uh...
Interrupt when someone's talking to me so I can talk : I tend to forget what i wanted to say if i wait
That's all i can think of right now.
What are your habits? Are they really that bad? Do you try to stop it? Cos I don't. Most of it disappears by in time ______________________________________________________________
Other notes:
My dvd's shipment is officially LOST in deliver. The company said they'll reship it but it means i have to wait for another 2-3 more week for my birthday present (I should've put it in express) *cries* I WANT IT NOW! *slaps* Dont be a spoiled baby..
About a week holiday and i have no idea what to do. Will go to Tutong later, accompanying my mum at her booth. So i'll be sitting there, with ipod or book doing nothing.
Exams ended. Do i think i passed? No comment. Cant predict anything.
Chem yesterday had the most 'emotional' reaction throughout all the exams. I was saying (hopefully wasnt screaming) "Bodoh! Bodoh! Bodoh eh!" infront of Eqah XD Sorry bout that. I had made a simple careless misjudgement which costed me 5 marks in the last page.
Took a nap after school yesterday
Me + Nap (in about form 2) = Was I sick? yeah. that must be it. Sick. or else i wont
Me + Nap (form 4-5) = owh. Tired?
Me + Nap (Now) = NEWSFLASH! Wasting time
I hate the guilt feeling after i wake up. -_-"
Spent the whole night until 1 yesterday playing a quiz against Sandii with Rllaneis as the judge/qsn asker/tallier 5月27日 Exam fever? NOT10.30 AM on Tuesday. Why am I at home?
Its because i dont have an exam today so i'm staying at home while some of my friends had bio today. Havent updated this blog in a few days. Well its because i dont really have any stories to share. Exam started yesterday. GP. Qsns were confusing but i did the whole thing calmly. Apparently there was wistling twice during the exam but i didnt notice it at all! I heard people were smirking and looking around when they heard it while I was apparently 'concentrating' I hope that's it, the reason i mean, concentrating. I forgot to mention that during physic extra on Saturday, Mr Bharat was writing on the board (Black board, so chalks) and the whole class was got alarmed. I didnt know why. Eqah said that Mr Bharat's chalk was screeching on the board and everyone was reacting to the noise. I DIDNT HEAR A THING. I dont know if I spaced out the noice or I really couldnt listen to it. I hope its not the latter. I dont want my hearing problem to get worst. Sigh. I need to start reading again. My english is getting rusty. During GP i think i used several unappropriate words. Owh well.. Blog and writing is all i can do right now in order to get more used to expressing in english. It's one of the reasons why this whole blog is mostly in english. Another reason is that sometimes i have posts that I want my HSGP friends to read, if i wrote it in malay, 2/3 of them wont be able to understand a thing.
Maths and Physic tomorrow and Chem the day after, i think i can pass maths, physic.. maybe but chem NO WAY! I better go study now (Except i just wont study! I dont know why... )
(This blog post was meant to be without any emoticons ) 5月24日 Saturday Stomp!How was my day you ask?
It was.. interesting and full of laziness XD Came to school a bit late. it was past 7 but to my suprise, there was hardly a long traffic.
Everyone was gathering there. A bit unusual nowadays but since its saturday, assembly day, it's understandable.
Waited and waited.. End up with no assembly. GREAT... XD Maths- Got 50% again for my last test. Well at least i passed. Going through the paper, my infamous careless virus strikes again. And its not funny (well most of the time) Sharifah was bizarrely tired. Usually during maths class she's blasting with energy XD But once she got an origami dragon from a classmate she's all perky again. YAY!
GP- did comprehension corrections in the AVA Room (since our room was used for PRE-U2 exams) Poor us all freezing. As usual, i'm marked 'warm-blooded' again and became a human heat toy (i cant find a proper word XD) with Eqah and Lyana holding each of my hands. Man were their hands cold. -_-" "What happened??" asked my teacher during the scene. LOL
Break time~ Went to the canteen. Was starving so grabbed a burger for the time being.
Chem- We got to use the chem lab! (again since its exams) More copying. Boring~~!
PS- This is the laziness part. I dont think i opened my files at all. Instead i talked and played games with my friends. Loads of laughter.
One small scene: Shuaib pass by our table going to throw some trash. Talked to Lyana and Eqah in bloody Malaysian Malay. ME: Dumbstruct. It was very convincing! like he's been doing it whole his life XD Couldnt talk to him in malay for fear of answring Malaysian Malay, thus spoke english. Him in midst of all the excitement in the atmosphere managed to fit in :You see her *points at me and 'mimicks' my facial expression; Mouth open shocked* I felt like hitting him. LOL By 12.30 was sooo bored, loads of people started to go home or to class. Physics at 1.15- We were early. Everyone are good students today waiting infront of the lab for our beloved Mr.Bharat. Waited. and waited. 1.30 D:
Oh Look! Mr Bharat's downstairs on the way. Stopped and talked to a teacher. US - "Sir!!!!! *wave excitedly*" Sir- overwhelmed. Wont stop mentioning about that during class. He has no idea how much we all love him no he realises we're dont regard him as an enemy. 2.30 - Sir~ Time's up.
Sir- "Not yet.. We started at 1.30 right? So should end at 2.45. Us-Eh?! Sir- Wait. Today is Thursday right? Us- No! Saturday! Sir realises for the first time that its not Thursday. So i came late *semi-shocked and amused face* No wonder when i passed the tudong saji earlier and they were selling vegetables. I wondered why.. were they selling on thursdays. Me- LMAO! Downside of today: My shoes! Going clickity clack everytime i walk! it's annoying! >.<
5月22日 What major is right for me?
thursday twistcame home from school at 12.
Had quran reading after that. Fell asleep on the couch while waiting for the uztaz to go home. went upstairs supposed to NOT sleep but fell asleep in my mum's room. Wake up. Go to own room. Fell asleep on a mattress (the one on the floor left by my sis, not my bed) Woke up "Oh shoot! I wasted time" -_-" not a good feeling actually "Tomorrow's friday, no school so it'll be okay" Self reasoning. =/ Contacted Elvie through livejournal yesterday.
Got a reply... Something along the lines of "My live is going f***ing crazy. I have problems, okay?! I dont see a point in going online anyways. I'm a secretive person so i wont tell you the last reason why i'm not on anymore" No. There weren't any bad words. Her msg was in a calm manner. But that's how i 'analysed' it The fact that she stressed on there's nothing important for her to be online shows our group's degree of importance to her. Bleh. I know i know. Internet world and real world is a polar. I'm not 'supposed' to treat online friends like my real friends. WTH?! Not everyone lies in the internet. Some are what they say they are. But this whole thing is making me want to.. stop. Feels like i should start seperating the internet and real life. But to start treating the HSGPs and some other people like they're just play toys i play with when i have free time is just plain mean to some of them. I dont know what to do. -_-" I feel following Yamada in pinkfallenleaf's fanfic (which people should read because its not all girly fangirly as other fanfics thats coming out nowadays) Yamada choosing to stop after Daiki died. His soul stopped and HE died. Elvie chose to stop and i feel like stopping too but i still care for the little sisters. I dont know how fragile they really are in real life but the ones i know are somewhat so
ksjflkasjflksadf stop the internet talk
Today.. Thurdays. as usual thursdays are no p.s day so i didnt get to hang out with most of my friends, only with eqah, sharifah and lyana which i have classes with. Borrowed Maisarah's calculator for maths since mine is going more crazy. (I know i should buy a new one but i love mine since it really is in some ways much more clever than the calculators my friends used. Eqah's and anne's are exceptions. I dont know if they sell mine here so i dont really want to buy other brands. + i hate shopping) Couldnt find her during break. Shuaib was standing outside her class so i had to give it to him. Thing is i cant talk to him. I refused to talk to him so sharifah helped me. Which is stupid. I should start talking to him. The next speakers club, he'll be my partner and i'll have to talk to him but somehow i'm a bit scared to. Exams! exams! and i'm as lazy as always XD 5月20日 lalala~20th May
21st May.. I think someone's birthday is tomorrow but i cant remember who :\ My HSJ poster kept getting unsticked to the door today. Exposing the back of the poster which are goofy and more natural pics of the boys. I'd paste that side up but it Yamada and Daiki topless -_-" *pins it back up* Nothing much today. School was so so. Sharifah getting hyper in maths, In Chem today suprisingly Mr Yeo was fast. I didnt finish copying some of the projections.In physic there was a suprise test. Calculator bwat hal lagi. My zero's shows up as 7 so i got the wrong answers and my equations go messed up. I need a new calculator! (or the same brand. I cant stand the calculator that almost everyone is using) No GP today. Went home at 12 but my mum forgot so she picked me up at 12.30 (the time she finally remembered) XD
5月19日 knock knock*knock knock knock!* Heard from my room. I stood up.
"Miracle?" Ran downstairs. Opened the door. No not miracle.. Its just the contractor outside asking for the key to the store room. (why did he had to know like my dad would always knock?) Sigh.. My dad should be in the plane right now. I wonder if he's sleeping.
19th May. He came home on 21st April. See how unfair the agency is? Sometimes he has to come home late but they usually make him go early. I didnt get to spend that much time with him. What with him going to KL again after he came home from offshore and all. One thing that made me smile yesterday: I told my dad about something that worried me and he just said 'Oh' later my mum called and told me that my dad told her. I thought he wasnt listening. Turn out he did. But he sent my mum to comfort me instead >.< At least he cared.
~~~~ I'm over it. *tear drop falls*
Well i guess i'm not. Crying because of a scholarship. I know i shouldnt. I told myself i wouldnt but i am. I cried yesterday night too. I wonder if Erwan and the others are back from Bandar yet. Congratz everyone. This morning was hard. Keeping the tears in. I told myself i was okay.
Like i told Pipah. I tried to be a bullet proof mirror. Took all the gunshots today but one could only take so many. Luckily i didnt crack. I didnt fall into pieces infront of anyone. Erwan~ Do you know how big of an impact you made as you climbed into your car, leaving the school?
XD I know it's not your fault. Like rllaneis said, if its not meant for me, its not meant for me. I'll just have to try next time ~~~
current mood: neutral
I'm sorry this post is so down. 5月18日 Continuation for 2nd poemUn beta-ed. Will do the editting at school during GP to make it fair =]
Starting from the top again.
you can lock the heart but you can lose the key
Depend on your luck, if the lock will rust
If the lock would open and release the heart
Maybe, just maybe, the heart will let it's self
be closed and locked with a new shiny key
What if it doesn't rust?
It stays shiny and hard
waiting and longing for the key
The key with the unknown. unknown whereabouts
Few has come, battling the lock
"Open I say!" but to its dismay
The lock remains firm in its place
true and faithful to the lost key..
Sadly to the heart it knows the truth
The truth that holds the story behind
A long and winded tale that started from a point
A point that involved a forceful goodbye
Sent the key away and told it to run
"Never look back!" feigning anger and hatred
It angered the key that thus left the heart
The heart still locked and left untouched
seperated apart without agreement
without conclusion. with confusion
If the lock and the key were meant to be
No matter how far the two grow apart
Even if there are others in the way
in the end, not their ends
key and lock seperated can still
will still release the heart.
lame right? I wonder what my teacher would think. lol
Had a hard time continuing this during Gp cos i was in a good mood. So i continued it during lunch when i was all alone. Finished in 10 minutes
see the difference your emotions can make
Edit at 19/5. 6.50 pm. : Editted and handed in. Editting this post too. Not much difference though. Brownies~!Squint your eyes!~
2.53. At my room. Charging the laptop
All day at home. Woke up really late actually. My sis woke me up as she was showering in my bathroom but then I fell back asleep. Slept late yesterday. At 1.30 I think. Came home from Ckgu Jum's house (had a barbeque) at around 11. Lol my dad parked all the cars antam2 yesterday since he cant park in the garage which is being renovated. Pip'z dad asked who's car was BS 716 and (insert other car numbers that i hvnt memorised) Let me just say.. AWKWARD~~~
"Uh.. smua kereta ayah" XD Was in bed at 12. My sis was already snoring on the floor. (she's sleeping in my room cos i refused to give my room to my grandparent's maid that my dad took back for the weekend)
Was just about to sleep when.. a window popped up. Rllaneis screaming Macchan~~~! Lol
Or course i answered and he was all 'Why are you appearing off9?!" Was sleepy wa..He was appearing off9 too -_-" [We leave off9 messages okay? It's like sending sms when we have something to share on the spot] Chatted with him on ym and Hichan on msn. Ended up sleeping at 1.30. Until i had forgotten to turn my msn status to appear off9. XD
Woke up with pipz and natsumi on msn greeting me. Oh ada jua c kalap msn ah skajap kmarin malam. Adaka ia kata ia kesian liat aku diam-diam ja kemarin. sigh..
I know my hyperness and energy level is not as high as most of my friends. At least i tried. But there are just times when i have to sit down quietly, relax and recharge without any effort to be 'active'. I'm sorry its just not my thing. I'm trying though =]
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The brownies are out of the oven *claps* Letting it cool down now
I made the brownies with my sis. Suprise for my mum. Yeah right. Honestly i'm craving for brownies myself. ... ish ish.. patutlah my dad nda paham my sms kemarin malam. Nda tentu blog ku. Okay! Chronological order:
6.30-11.pm -At teacher jum's house
11.30-12am -Music Japan on Astro. Khalaf on msn 12-1.30am -Chat with niichan and hichan. Sleep 10.30 -Woke up 12pm -Lunch, prepare things for brownies 1.30pm? -Started melting the chocolate chips and butter 3pm -Brownies out~ Fresh from the oven [With loads of sidetracks in between]
Mom's coming back from KL today~ Before her flight she called my dad and said "Jangan bawa anak-anak. Bnyak barang nie" [Dont bring the kids. I'm bringing back a lot of stuff] Me and my sis ware already thinking of going with my dad. My bro ofcourse is lazy to join. But now we just have to wait at home -_-"
Oh had creative writing for GP yesterday. We could pick between these three:
1. Make a poem or song lyrics about anything we want
2. Pretend you're something and write about how your presence effect the world
3. Choose one of the six words and describe it using all the 5 senses we have. Eg. Power tastes like a dark chocolate cake thats just out from the oven.
I had my poem in my notepad so i.. Cheated >.< I copied that poem and continued it. I know i know bad but i was lazy okay. We were sitting on the floor outside infront of the admin. -_-" I finished the poem during lunch. Eqah said it's sad. Like broken hearted sad.
5月14日 Tagged~ by erma and pipah~Havent have time to blog much. Got tagged so here goes:
1. What would you find yourself doing at 4pm?
x_ In front of the computer tryin to not fall asleep cos i tend to get weirder dreams in the afternoons
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? x_ concert tour, sightseeing tour? anything? I want a sightseeing tour in Japan in August so i can watch Summary too (summary- A HSJ event. Musical)
3. Whats your favourite thing to do? x_ Nowadays? Just read people's blogs and fanfics
4. Do you think that money can buy happiness? x_ Money can buy happiness. Temporary happiness. Permanent? no.
5. If you have one dream come true, what would it be? x_ Be independent
6. Do you believe you can survive without money? x_ Nope. In this world, everything needs money.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? x_ My friends and family. I dont want to be alone D:
8. If you win 1million, what would you do? x_ Make sure to save half, and use the other half for things like education, charity, use it as a startup for a better future so my parents wont worry about money anymore.
9. What are you up to lately? x_ School. I've been falling half asleep in chem, going blurr in maths, having fun in physics and relaxing in GP
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. x_ erma- she's pretty, kind and unique
Pipah- She talks her mind, very helpful and funny 11. What makes you happy? x_ nature, friends, JE? XD
12. What type of person do you hate the most? x_ 2 sided people. Those who act nice but when you turn your back, they talk bad intentionally about you. Or those typical snobbish, im-the-best people
13. What is your ambition? x_ Proof to myself i cant do it. Succeed in anything i do, enjoy it at the same time
14. If you could have superpower what would it be? x_ Being able to remember what i want anytime anywhere but can also lock away bad thoughts immediately with ability to recall them if i want to XD
15. Who do you love? x_ People who love me =D
16. If you were a car/bike, what would it be? x_ ..No idea 17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you want to change? x_ Scared to be wrong.
18. What music have you been listening to? x_ Bubblegum pop? Jumpy happy songs from c-ute and JE group with a hint of rock and ballad =D
19. Lefty or righty? x_ Lefty!!! *holds up left hand*
20. Test for toxic levels of cosmetics on animals or humans? x_ Bowh. Kluar soalan GP. XD Animals~ but only when we're really unsure. if we can recycle results under the same condition, dont do it!
Instruction: remove 1question from above and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that she/he has been tagged. I tag.. No one =] Everyone i want to tag has been tag. HSGP girls? 5月11日 I cant remember what title i put yesterdayThis post was made at 1 AM, mothers day but space was too stuck up to let me post it on time. Dozo~
Hi. laptop says exactly 1AM. Got home from bandar around 12 then one hour checking what i've missed the whole day.
Today was fun. You can say i celebrated my birthday early XD
Had a family gathering. celebrated mothers day and my bday, zatie's, crah's ,fatih's,arif's, pijan's, grandpa's, and grandparent's aniversary.
It made my grandpa happy. He loves family gatherings. He even went up and changed his clothes just to take pics with most of his grandchildren and their son's and daughters ^^
back to the point..
Did this while waiting for physic to start at 1.15 yesterday. Took about 20 minutes or less. >.<
You can lock the heart but you can lose the key,
Depend on your luck if the lock will rust
If the lock will open and release the heart
maybe, just maybe, the heart will let itself
be closed and locked with a newer key
What if it the lock doesnt rust?
It stays shiny and hard
waiting and longing for its key
The key with the unknown. unknown whereabouts,
Few has come, battling the lock
"Open I say!" but to its dismay
The lock remains firm in its place
True and faithful to THE(thee) lost key
Theory: key is the boy/men/male. You lock the girl's heart meaning you captured/made the girl fall in love with you/took control, etc.
The rest..figure out yourself. The poem is not a riddle XD
 5月8日 Tagged by Zura~Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5people.This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first..NO CHEATING!
1.pipz
2.rllaneis (liyanei~ i still cant believe i pronounce it wrongly all this time) 3.Eqah 4.lyana 5.Fazil DON'T READ AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED THE TOP
1. How did you meet 1?
Met in form 1~ 2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1.
9.9 XD 3. how long have you known 4?
PJN~ form 1 ;) 4. How do you know number 3 ?
apa nie eh. smua sama jawapan. Form 1~ 5. where's 5?
Ntah. Umahnya kli. 6.A fact about number 1?
he love me. :) 7.Who is 4 going out with?
err..dgn geng nya lah kali. 8. What does 1 do for a living?
tido *runs* 9. Would you live with number 3?
Ah.. maybe. I'll leave with her and Sha. Nyaya dorang oleh ku 8D 10. What do you like about number 2 ?
~Nii-chan~ i like to tell him things. He's really nice with his 2 personas. lol 11. Do you miss number 5 ?
ntah. jill~ rindu aku? klau awu, ku pun rindu. aha apakan?! 12. Would you make out with number 4?
=O ewww. No way! ada ku diblasah org tue karang. 13. What’s your opinion of number 2 ?
Understanding but Critical. I respect his opinions on things 14. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
x hmm.. Fazil with his newspaper dress 15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
My gosh~ How did you know know each other?! 16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
No.. Dont think so 17. Have you ever slept at 2 's house?
Never even met him~ 18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Nowadays~ yeah. Di skulah. All the time with her XD 19. Who have you known the longest?
Tie between all except no. 2 20. How often do you talk to 1 ?
As often as i can ;) 21. What about 2 ?
When he's on9 at night. Mostly weekends when his work is less 22. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
o.O 23. Would you go out for a date with 5 ?
XD 24. Do you dream about 2 ?
I dream about his comments and opinions. Your words haunt me 25. What did no. 4 did to you that you can never forget?
She has the same bday as me. No thats not what she did.. owh well XD 26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
Ntah ah. Pips apa?? I dont do much for you. I boss you around. huhu 27. What's 3's hobby?
uh.. Hanging out with friends? I tag... Pipah!! You heart? 
look at that picture and tell me what you see
A bleeding heart due to an arrow That is what i see. But does the blood mean the heart is in sorrow? Answer is unattained
You let your heart pierced by the love arrow The happiness, the confusion, the tears and the laughter You signed a contract for tomorrow When the archer treats you fair, the blood is nothing. When you're neglected, the blood.. oh the pain. The second picture, a bandaid has bestowed
where the arrow resided and took hold Good bye missery, hello serenity Oh no, blood is still flowing out
Will the bandaid stick or will it fall apart? Well no it wont. We pray it wont
You let your heart be damaged. Its all your fault But there's still some light shining bright As there are friends who would dig you an ocean. Now would their help be taken? They offer with all their might.
Or would they be banished away? Just with a mention Your choice, your decision Come out of that box. come out and play. 5 minute of playing with words. Sorry if it doesnt make sense. it makes much sense to me though XD
pictures stolen from Pipz' blog
Edit: this post have been editted several times. what you're reading now should be the latest version of the poem XD 5月7日 Tomiura SatoshiTomiura Satoshi. First watched him? Watashitachi no kyokasho as the bad guy/boy. the bully they were looking for. XD A good actor i might add. (Am not cute-jap-boy-biased okay?!) lol.
Other roles? Kinpachi Sensei season 7 about.. 4 years ago? playing the little boy in the class with his fringe tied up in a 'vertical ponytail'. haha. Still cute and good acting (wasnt over acting like some people >.>) - Honesly i only watched the last ep. hehe
Movie -Tokyo tower: mom and me, and sometimes dad. A movie about a man's life. since he was small till his work. Raised most of the time by his mum. Made me cry a lot of times. The movie is a bit 'dirty' though XD Satoshi acted as the teen version of the mad up till college. He smoked =O not normal cigarette smoke too i might add
This year: movie! bokutachi to chuzaisan 700-nichi Senso (Us vs police : 700 day war) A movie made from a famous japanese blog about a group of boy's pranks on the town's policemen XD
Look at Satoshi at the preview, press release, or whatever its called:
 From that pic, what do you think his role is? LOL I dont really know either but...
Oh oh and something i found out about him to. He's also a dancer! sing.. i'm not that sure but he's in the group called Prizmax from the same company that manages him : Stardust promotion. inc There's one vid in youtube of him and his group doing a street performance but he was only dancing there and its not really clear. :\ Thats all for today. Will add newer pics of myself to this blog when i finally recharged my phone. Hehe
5月3日 booksI need a good thick story book to read D:
Why oh why didnt i buy one? i was in popular yesterday going through all the story books there. they were so many interesting ones.
You didnt have the money
Mum was asking if i want to buy anything
You were too scared of using your mum's money
you came home from miri with nothing but groceries again didnt you?
...yes -_-"
I slept. in the afternoon.
N i didnt have any bad dreams.
YAY!
oh wait.. i have a packet of peanuts from yesterday. I'll go take that as a snack.
Your sibs bought chocolates and you bought peanuts?!
>.<
5月2日 personality testYou often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like thrill-seeking activities. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.
You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. Mostly your emotions are on an even keel and you do not get depressed easily. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.
People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like thrill-seeking activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.
You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You are not interested in the arts and do not display aesthetic sensitivity. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.
You mostly assume that people are honest and fair, however you are wary and hold back from trusting people completely. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You do not particularly like helping other people. Requests for help feel like an imposition on your time. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy.
Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.
comment? well i say that's me all right >.> AnnoyedAnnoyed, Irritated, WTF?! A pop up just came up >.>
its 2pm. I dont usually do homework at 2pm on a friday! But i have to. I've been procrasinating since i woke up. at nearly 11am mind you. My sister came home yesterday. woke me up by coming in my room to shower. (You have your own toilet! use that! >.>)
Am doing physic homework.What i've done so far.. copy the first set of question onto the paper. WEee
I got 14/30 in my last physic test. Grr 1 more mark. sheesh. and yet the girl next to me keep on saying I'm so smart~ teach me~ Which i'd be flattered normally but i'm just annoyed. cos i did try to teach her. So i told her to go read the basics back. o'level work cos that's what she didnt understand >.> Saying i'm smart when i flunked the test too. WTF?!
Tomorrow's another court day in GP. I tried asking myself qsns. I damn stutttered at my own question. no idea what to answer. sheesh.
I hate the prosecutor lawyers. So damn confused at what they're supposed to be doing. they ask stupid questions and when my team get stumped and dont know what to answer to the question, they think they're so damn good. even flashed peace signs with a broad smile. What's desu yo?!
Chem class. I felt like screaming "JEREMY SINGH! SHUT UP!!!" he's keeps on talking and talking. At least Shawn wasnt talking yesterday. Jeremy was oh soo flirting with Eqah. That player >.> You can hear them talking on and on. Eqah of course didnt mind. she's done her notes. I was in a crappy mood after GP class and i had to copy notes. Lyana copied the notes down in her scrap book cos she was in the same mood as me and didnt want to spoil her notes. I dont know how many times i clenched my fist that period.
Back to now. Sis and bro was coming in and out of my room. i already dont have mood to do physics and they come bother me wanting to use my laptop and what not. i already let you used the cable to charge your phone dont go complaining that its so damn slow. at least you have more than half a battery life! my phone wont even charge using the damn computer cable so the battery is completely dead.
Now one of my friends are D:-ing cos they cant pre-order the HSJ cd even though they have the money but they dont have a cred card. Boo hoo. i'll try to help you later. MOVING ON~
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That guy wit the red cap, green shirt and yellow pants! it's him! LOL i laughed so hard. in the trailer there was a scene that went by really fast. he was wearing a girl's uniform! with boobs and everything. lol i'm guessing that's one of their.. pranks? But seriously.. salute to him for taking up that type of character.
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