I hate dreams

 

I had a dream. The first part was same ol' same ol'.
forgetting my maths homework and not doing it.
In my dream, i remember the teacher wasnt there, so a new teacher came in. She found out that i havent been handing in my work since the first homework given and then she told me to hand in tomorrow as last chance.
But i forgot

 

Then my bestfriend (in my dream, its not pipah, i dont know/remember who she is) was trying out for this new school. guess what? It was a business/computer school. (eh.. that reminds me of IGS) anyways... I followed her. Just followed, nothing else since i was afraid to tell my mum

I remember i skipped school. Was going back to school for the 3rd set and realised it was maths. So i didnt want to go. I didnt do my homework anyways.

 

That's all.

 

I'm home alone now.

My fault because i refuse to go to bandar on the last day of holidays. I chose to stay home and do my work.

 

EVEN IF YOU HATE THE SCHOOL, DISLIKE THE TEACHERS, DESPISE THE WORK, YOU CANT DO ANYTHING BUT SUCK IT UP AND JUST DO IT

 

So I'm closing the computer after half an hour. I'll do my work. At least i'll try to. I wont say i'll try my best. Cos i dont know my best. So that's it. Home alone. Forget about computer, forget about dreams. Leave it astray and i'll just go with what i have now.

wish me luck.

 

(I doubt myself. i'm not going to get much done)

 

I'm sorry... rants rants whines. Hontouni gomenasai

Sorry pipah (the only one that reads this anyways)

Well I've been getting visitors from google searches about tomiura satoshi or images about him.

 

like i said in my previous posts, he was in myojo july 2008.

I posted at the HSGP blog

but here it is:

Enjoy~

If you click on it you should get a larger view

 

Dont forget to catch him in july in taiyo to umi no kyoshitsu

 

Ola mi amigo~
(i've been saying that a lot lately. NVM, i'll soon get out of that)

 

Taking a break from physics. That's what i hate about going abroad on vacations, it leaves you less time for school work that was dumped on you for the holidays. I did most of my maths, some qsns however.. i didnt know how to do T_T

 

leaning on my bed's post. Darn my bed is so crowded right now. Yes i do my work on my bed, there's two school mags here (Elham and Zura's), stationaries, article of clothings, notebooks, a bag full of cables and manuals, a bag of prezzies and letters from Hichan that came yesterday (Thanks hichan! For the dolphin and cute keychain. You shouln't have. I'll reply your letter as soon as i can), a printer (yes printer!) The small photo printing printer which i used yesterday to make small stickers (HSJ all the way! XD) My two big plushies and a bag, dictionaries, water bottle. And other things i dont feel like mentioning. So yeah..CROWDED!. Luckily, I'm sleeping in my mom's room (since my dad is somewhere in Terengganu's oil rig for the month)

 

 

Holiday's almost over, I didnt get to go to bandar and buy the Delicious Gakuin DVD to watch during the holidays T_T

At least...

I got to read two books during the holidays. "Scattered Leaves" and "How to be popular" by V.C.Andrews and Meg Cabot. One classic, one um.. new? I wish i bought more books though.

I have nothing else to say so...
PIC SPAM! (by my not so good handphone's camera)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

early in the morning my mum said i looked weak again (again? -_-") and forced me to take vitamin C (what about other vitamins?)

 

Physic first. Since pre-U2 is back, we moved back to the hot room with tables instead of benches. I feel so cooped up and its hot and i still feel weak. Add all up = me with bad mood.

 

Maths. Aircond~! Hyper Sharifah! =D We learned a new chapter. Differentiation. Me and Sharifah's expressions: =O =O X_X  But turned out the basics wasnt that bad. I got what Mrs.Tham was saying.

 

GP. PS. NOOOOOOO I really wish my GP teacher gave us homeworks or project to do during the hols. We're sooooo left behind it's pathetic. Oh well at least i got to eat since Thursdays i have no ps (its in the afternoon so it doesnt count XD)

 

Chem. Hellhall -_-" Panassss. I got sleepy again. Expressionless copying. So sorry Mr.Yeo!

 

Afternoon: went to renew IC. Me and lyana forgot that it expires this year after our birthday. At least it's still june. hehehe Dont know why but i was so nervous. Oh and i predict i look FUGLY! in my IC picture. X_X

 

Guess what my dad and my bro bought while i was in school? A guitar! Happy eh iwan tu..
There was some loud, funny guitar playing, thought it was my bro. Opened the bedroom door to find... my dad playing it. My bro and I had a laugh!

 

Good News! They confirmed dad has to go to work on the 3rd. That means we get to spend the holiday with him! =D My parents wanted to go to China but the tickets are expensive now. XD

 

At night time, Neis's PM was ,of course in german again, but i assumed that it meant sleepy (cant memorise them >.<) so he didnt chat. Pipah wasnt on9. When she was, it wont let me talk to her. Chatted with Hichan and fell asleep on the bed with the lights still on. luckily i opened the aircond already.

 

Woke up finding the lights on. It was 6.40AM. Even the toilet's lights were on. Woke up confused. My blanket wasnt opened properly, looked to the side and low and behold, laptop next to me. (luckily it didnt fall of the bed!) MSN was still on9. With hichan saying 'errr.purple?" as 4. Pipz also said Hi. -_-"

Said sorry to Hichan (who was still awake at 3AM her time >.>) and told her i'll be going back to sleep (What? it's friday!) Closed the lights and slept until 8.30 (when all the hammering starts -_-")
 
Spent the whole morning till 1? downstairs with everyone. =) Did laundry, helped around in the kitchen. My bro washing one of the cars (for the guitar XD)
Now I'm back up in my room, everyone's lazying around watching tv or in his room(my bro) Dad's outside baiki kereta (fixing one of the cars)

Nda jadi ke bndar. Will go tomorrow and pick up my sister. Aku mau singgah mall and komunis! XD

...continue: My bro finally went out my room. Dah lah brat bdan. msih lgi kan lean rah bdanku. Panas lgitu tngannya -_-" Malas ia dah kan main guitar. Nda tahan bnar. Baru sehari.Katanya guitar tue salah tuning >.>

 

My phone creds expired on the 10th and i just noticed XD Bad me.

 

That's what you usually say when you find yourself singing or humming the melody of a song subconsciously. It gets very annoying doesnt it?
Sometimes its okay, the song's not that bad, you dont mind singing it over and over again. Other times, it maybe a song that you're not particularly fond with. Something you heard once or twice and sticks to your mind the whole day.

 

Song like Love Juice (by Akanishi Jin) is an example of a bad song to be stuck in your head

Why?

 

Surely you dont want to people to find you singing "I can tell want me too~ Everytime I think of you~ The luscious drink your lips produce. I can taste the sweet love juice"

 

Imagine the weird faces you'll get

 

What do I do when i have a song stuck in my head?
I listen to the song and sing to it properly

 

XD

 

Tomiura Satoshi in a new drama in July!
No sub group has picked it up to hardsub only softsub so i guess i should download the raw as soon as its out (to prevent very slow torrent speed)

 

Tomiura Satoshi's Profile no longer mentions Prizmax! Prizmax's wiki page puts Satoshi in 'Former members' D: What happened?!

 

HSJ has a new single coming out in July 23rd! Heard the (very short) preview and it sounds better than DCT! (never loved DCT anyways)
I want it! but i dont think i should buy anymore ._.

 

-back to real life-

 

Actually doing Maths homework right now
Having a bit trouble with it
I know my step is right. but my answer is wrong. Trying to find out my mistake -_-"

 

Today i woke up with my right arm hurt. It was bad but I still went to school. I'm sorry to all my friends (esp. Eqah) that was worried about me going "Oww!" every few minutes when i move. It's better now =)

 

I hope Pipah gets better too..

 

 

update:  11.43: finally finished my maths homework. Looks like i'll be sleeping late again today.

*sigh* should get ready for bed now.

Bye bye~

Sunday 8th June 08, 868 cool~ *bricked*

 

Anyways... Woke up late today. Again. Actually woke up at 9 with people outside knocking knocking knocking again. When will the work outside finish?! X_X
Blocked it from my mind and went to sleep again. Woke up nearly at 11. My bedroom door was opened. Someone came in. I woke up when the person came in earlier but i dont remember who. Probably my bro.

 

 

Anyways.. Went downstairs and found my mum in the kitchen. Today's breakfast : Spaghetti.
My mum scolded me like 1 minute after i came there.
Who gets scolded for buying too little?!
Well apparently me.
I only bought one box of cereal for myself yesterday while we went grocery shopping.
To add it up, it was a kinda small box
Thus am scolded because that'll finish soon and we'll have to go buy it again in the near future.
._.

 

Mopped the living room and vacuumed the stairs

 

Am lying in my bed with the laptop on my thighs and my back squishing my plushie to the bed post XD

 

So bored. Chatting with Pipz but she hasnt been feeling well. Unfortunately, i cant do anything to help her. just wish her well soon.

 

Reading new fanfics in L!. Some are good, some are awkward, some are just plain annoying! >.< I'm in no mood to comment. Even if i do, i'll only be saying good job and ganbatte in continuing anyways. ._.

I want to write too! But i have no idea what to do and my first story kinda... sucked. I'd make a part for that story but... again no idea.
Making new imaginary girl characters and pairing it with the boys is kinda.. repetitive these days. All the newbies want to do it >.> I remember when i knew only two people doing it (kokei and this girl in lj) It's not cool when everyone does it. But i cant resist but to read it too XD Is a sucker for school romance stories.

 

No new HSJ/ JE news. Was researching on AAA (Attack All Around) all day. Must go out and buy Delicious Gakuin box set. I know i saw it somewhere before. there's only 3 eps subbed in the internet. Am very impatient XD

 

 

Oh btw, school update: 50 52 56. Chem, Maths, Physics. Darn my scores sucks! Oh well.. I expected to fail anyways so it's okay.. *Bruised ego*

 

I WANT HIS JACKET >.<

eeekk! Starting to love the boys clothes again. *runs of to watch C-ute & Buono! songs to get drowned by the cuteness and girliness*

 

p.s. That's a daiki paparazzi photo btw.

 

Yes, there's no denying that my body is weak.

Yesterday while ironing clothes i began to feel like vomiting and fainting/weak - (no i never fainted before)
Right now I'm lying in my mum's bed, just wanting to lay here still and not do anything because today, i feel.. weak.

 

 

And i'm clumsy

You dont know how many times i fall down while going UP the stairs.
How many times i hit my leg on something
How many times i get cuts from god knows where on my hands

 

I fell up the stairs 2 days ago

Hit my leg hard on a table leg 4 days ago

No cuts right now. luckily. Oh wait. I noticed yesterday i have a small scab at my right elbow. Dont know when i got that

 

Right now my lips are super dry. It hurts

 

I get tummy aches and backaches often

 

I can lift a sack of rice in one minute and be totally energyless the other minute

 

 

Oh did i write this before: My DVD has arrived! About time! It's 3 weeks late! Guess what the stamp on the parcel said? "MISSENT TO THAILAND" >.>

 

Watched the concert twice already XD and today am going to watch the 2nd disc with my bro. (and maybe some parts again XD)

"It's hard to be you. The REAL you when you're with new friends. " Quote from Roro. New as in those who your heart havent given complete thrust to.

 

So i havent updated since...saturday. Wow that long?! (Sayang bah kan bump gmbarku atu ke bawah page...)

 

What did i do...

Sunday- I dont remember what i did. :\ Oh. Slept late. AT 2. Got 'punked' by Neis at 1 am. So embarrased =>.<= *kicks him* You really scared me!

 

Monday (Yesterday) - Stomach ache the whole day. Right from waking up from bed. So spent most of the day watching tv and lying around or curling up chin on knees on the ground or bed.

Finished scanning the whole book of HSB Otakara Book for Littlixers. Series of unfortunate events.

 

First nearly finish scanning all the remaining pages. But laptop's batteries were almost empty, so stretched the charger out of my bedroom and plug-ed it in. A few minutes later, laptop died. I havent saved the scans yet X_X Apparently i accidentally kicked the charger before. so it got unplugged.

 

While uploading the scans to a server using www.shareonall.com Black out! My upload... T_T I have to do it again.

 

Posted up scans, editted the post in the forum and then sis comes asking to use the computer for a while. I let her and minimised the window. After she left. I accidentally hit a button and the window closed. T_T my post... have to rewrite and edit everything again.

 

Slept late. Again. Been chatting with neis-niichan and new friend, sandii till late again. We were playing a quiz again. I love the quiz, i learn more about JE and not only HSJ. But i still leave the Ya-ya-Yah qsns for Sandii since she's a fan and i refuse to be one. I miss late night chats with HSGP girls T_T Chatting with neis niichan everyday instead is slightly.. awkward.

 

Bossman's alive!!! He said something in IRC. I was getting worried of not hearing from him for the past few days.

 

Today- Woke up at 6 even though i dont have to go to school. Accompanied mum in sending my sis back to her college in IGS. Always out for 5 minutes then reach school, I miss the haze/dew/fog/whatever you call that haze-like surroundings early in the morning. It brought back old memories when i still went to school in St. Margaret. Travelling at least 15 minutes to school.

 

Slept in car. So cold in the car. I pitied my mum since my sister was also sleeping, i was afraid my mum would be sleepy too but my eyes couldnt stay open.

 

Reach IGS, dropped sister and went to grandparent's house for an hour

 

Went window shopping and eating at The Mall and the gadong area. Extremely hot day! Didnt buy anything but food and food. A must is takoyaki =D Looked through cd shop but no movie that i want. Cant find my calculator also. Shall wait till KL

 

Stopped at Tutong at the expo again. Stayed there until 3? Was a bit bored there but it was okay. no perf though. Pity all the sellers there, no customers, very bad sales. The chinese next booth was sleeping when we came. (i really mean Chinese, she's from China. Muslim though, only been in Brunei for about a week) Chatted with Danny, Natsumi, Sis and Pipz

 

Came home. Big headache. Very hot outside. Went zombie on the computer. Chatted. Around 7, neis is online. More chatting. (I have no life when on vacation =O) Still cant get a pic of him but he gave me a pic when he was a kid. LOL Quiz again against Sandii. She forfeit though cos she wants to sleep. Poor her is sick. Got my prize ( A link to a website XD)  Roro came online for about half and hour just now (11 pm) I missed chatting with her late night! But she's at the Cafe again with her sis.

 

Now writing this post and shall go to sleep. Happy Advanced birthday to Harif!!!!!! Stay funny XP

 

Dad's coming home this thursday!!! But only for a week T_T Then he's off to Kuching. I think. T_T Confirmed that he wont be here during school holidays. T_T I dont think he called today. Must be very busy. I havent talked to him in a while. He keeps on calling in the morning...

 

I know boring post. Sorry ._.