There's been nothing much to write about these days. Well not much that i would want to be in here.

 

Qualifying exams ended. It just occured to me that its nearly the end of high school. If my qualifying exam results turn out not that good,theres a high chance it'll be more or less the same in o levels. Sigh. I'm not aiming for scholarships anymore. I've been thinking, even if i get it, i still dont know what directions i'm headed to. I'll let time flw and does it work. Now, i'm just trying to do my best.

 

Dad'll be back in like 5 days. his work ends earlier than expected. That means less money, since its counted by days but i dont care. i just want him home. :)

 

O'levels in 6 weeks!

 

Holidays next week!

 

I'm getting plumper...I need to exercise more..my mum said im fat. :'(

is it really that bad?

 

I dont have much plans for the long holidays ahead. i just want to learn to cook. I need to overcome my estimating problem. i cant estimate. its sad. hmm.. then what? prom? i'm still not sure i want to go to that. I used to be looking forward to it. but thinking its not like the normal crazy parties we have, its the whole form 5 and maybe some people from other schools too. do i want to mix in those crowds.. i dont know.. and dresses..man it'll be weird trying on dresses for the prom. I wish it was a costume party. no matter how bad it looks like, its still a costume and i can go as a fashion victim or something. hehe.

 

Wait. think bout exams first. gotta start learning every day

 

then there's the whole computer project again... still dont know what to do in that..

 

but i'll try. If the queitest girl in class can change into the most popular girl, why cant i try to improve. ^_^

 

okay.. lame post.. what ever..

Aaah. Wu zun's gym opening ceremony was today. I woke up at 7!! i was at bandar cos yesterday night we were celebrating Nurul's bday. But me and zatie didnt know the program and if they allowed strangers to come too. We were dieying to meet him. But at the end, we didnt go cos we had no plan and we didnt really know where it was nyways. we didnt go. aaahhh.. nda tenteram hati masa atu. Den at 2 we went to WYWY to drink and use the internet. We went to the fitness zone website and upanya sana ada ditaruh programmenya! 11.25am autograph and pic taking session. AAAA limpas udah.. Garam banar.. i want to see wu zun!!

 

Ari Friday ada trip ke bndar to the icc/going to the mall. hehe. Kmi sampai early and upanya icc bka kul 2 so we went to the mall trus. siuk jua ke mall awal2 pagi. na bnyak org. hehe. we spent almost all the time rah arcade karaeoki(sp??) and smpat jua main DDR ngan erwan. Gila lgi payah panya pkai platform tue. i kicked off my shoe lgi tue. haha. Plus sblum tue i was speed drinking that sprite i bought so my throat was super cold and i ended up with sakit tekak. haha. ckgu jum kesiukan eh menyanyi2 ja.  The icc wasnt that bad.. Bnyak org, sasak plang tue. Bnyak yng lain ambil gmbar eh. I want the pic yang kmi smua tue. then kmi gi rah hua ho tutong lgi. I found a cow plushie that looked exactly like my cow keychain except the neck warmer. hehe

 

Finally i had time to talk with pipah msa perjalanan blik and msa di rumah waiting for pipah to be picked up. I found out stories going around our class that i had not known off. I found out stuff bout me that other classmates were talking bout. I cant believe they thought i was backstabbed. If you think bout it what they said made sense. I knew what was happening but i didnt want to believe it. I dont want to think bad of any of my friends no matter how bad they treated me but i admit i was a bit taken aback by what happened and sad for my other friend, i know how she feels. But i cant just listen to one side of the story so i cant deduce anything from it. I just want my friend back but it kinda feels like she's avoiding me. I need the truth, i wanna talk to her but there's never a right moment