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September 30 mix of emotionsPerseverence
Tolerance
Patience Some characteristics i'm struggling to perfect. I'm not a good tempered person. I try to tolerate as much as i can but i can let myself into a very very bad mood. I cant be my normal picky self here. I just cant afford to. :\ I feel like i shouldnt pick what i want to eat. I'll eat whatever they give to me as long as it's vegetarian or halal. Yes some are weird. Some i dont even know what it is. Some are just stuffs that i dont like to eat. Mushrooms, tunas, etc is something i'd avoid as hard as my can in Brunei. Here I eat it without a whine. I finish them too. No matter how unappetising it may be sometimes. Vegetarian food in Oakview was not that bad actually. Just weird... I have a thing about being late.
I HATE to be late. Here.. I'm late everyday. Why? because some people that i hang out with are very very slow Cant i just go alone? maybe in a few months time. I cant do things alone now without going lost/uncertain once. They're not bad people. They're good friends. BUT I get annoyed at them alot I feel different from them Mama. Kalau mama jumpa dorang mesti mama pikir 'bowh. na lama lgi meletup tah eka ni. tahan.. tahan..' >.< i'm trying to not explode One of them who i'm with almost ALL the time is really really annoying me with her way of thinking In my 'world' they're all just not right. I hate some of her opinions. they're just not right. dont talk to me will you. >.> but i cant. If she doesnt talk to me at all... i'm lost ._. One thing i've realised : i'm against homophobic.
Metrosexual guys can be NOT gay Gays are not totally disgusting people and dont go thinking that my good friend is gay. GRRRRRrr I was in Brunei Hall for the exeat weekend
IT's jammed packed with people I slept on the floor. Which i dont mind sometimes but this is limited space. 5 people. 3 people on the floor. 2 person bedroom. My back hurts. I slept at 4-5 am for the two nights and woke up at 10. annoyed cos people were making noise when they wake up and move around. :\ Today is the first day of raya. I cried a lot yesterday. Cos of raya and cos of other stuffs. Due to that.. i come to realise that i've become too worried about university. I felt like crying at the prospect of having my record marked with something like detention/gating. I'm scared that i didnt take any activities cos i didnt know i had to I'm scared that my personal statement would be empty. Thus making me feel that i need to join everything i can I'm scared i cant get As in my exams I'm terrified of not getting into one of the top 20 universities in UK I'm worried that i dont dont whichc universities to aim for yet. I'm scared of being sent back to Brunei without a degree T_T I know i'm worrying too much.
I'm know how to think straight and not to burden myself with everything. I just.. cant. I tell people i'm fine.
I know i'll be But for now...
Quote Mark, " Are you okay, Syafiqah? You looks especially...dead. today" (Mark is an A-level student the same age (1351991) as me. I'm freaking out bout that too) Melissa gets hugs everyday.
Cos she's little and adorable. And happy What am I? Serious, gloomy, short haired, non-girl like I get teases from the housemaster instead (I dont want those random hugs though..... Maybe i do. A bit but just thinking of hugging a boys terrifies me. I have not improved. I ignore them cos i'm scared)
September 23 Newbury show~Newbury show!
(last sunday 21st Sept) It was like a 40 minute ride from the school.
We used a big bus and one school mini bus. Pia was my bus neighbour! XD (she's german) Ifsha and Angus! Angus took a very nice picture of me and scenery outside but i havent taken it from him yet.
The place was packed! it's really really big too. School being protective as it is, took our hp no.s, gave two school mobile no.s and make us form groups. my group: Zak, ifsha, melissa, Jasmine, Jonathan. There's horse rings, riding, competition, a show on making and putting horse shoe! (what's?!) A section for agriculture. A big tent for crafts, a big tent for food(and loads more small stalls!), there's large tractors, Latest cars, A section of fun fair and rides, Animals! (reptiles, owl, wolf, otter, ferret, etc) Llamas! (Sp?) Beauty contest XD
Giant chair anyone? Sat on the grass when we waited to pass time and tried to take a group pic ourselves. Our many tries:
Gave up and asked someone to take for us Gave up and asked someone to take for us:
Waiting for our bus~
I got a balloon! Well it's tony's balloon but he said i can take it. it's still in my room now. I'm testing to see how long it'll last XD
Off to sleep~ getting a warning already :P
Matron's coming back in a few minutes to check on me.
September 19 crazy with camera?           was waiting for sungkai(break fast) in the sixth's form common room in reckitt. Got hyper and everyone took out cameras and take pictures. There's mellisa, angus, dimitri and ifsha. (dimitri's just there cos he wants to eat our sausages XD)
Some pics ofmy room when it was messy. i have a better picture but too lazy to look for it, resize and upload it. later.
I'm going to bed soon. The fire alarm was set off a few minutes ago. Cos Jasmine (year 11) was making toast. Some of us were downstairs talking to graham about future weekend plans and there's the snack cart there. the toast was overdone and there's smoke and "TIT TIT TIT TIT TIT!!" really really loud alarm. HAd to run out to the car park (dark and cold. dark and cold!) and take attendance. Loads of people are sick today. This week. it's the ever changing weather. sigh.
I have two chem homework, two physics and two ict homeworks to do over the weekend. lucky both maths teachers are nice so we dont have maths homework. been doing maths everyday anyways >.< September 14 WeekendsWeekends are so... boring. XD
Here you're so busy in the weekdays and as soon as friday afternoon comes you find yourself with nothing to do.
Well actually yesterday was Saturday
In a nutshell, yesterday I did...
Go-karting in the morning
Walked around town in the afternoon
Watched a saxophone concert at the main hall for 15 minutes
Go-karting. I thought it'll be normal outside go-karting. Turns out it's an indoor go-kart! Which means tires are smooth thus slippery. We were supposed to go breakfast at 8.30 but me, ifsha and charmaine came down late at 8.45. + 3 minutes walking to oakview (canteen) By the time we reach there, Mr. graham told us go to the mini bus. Quickly grabbed some water and walked out. Ended up hungry while playing go-kart.
It was fun. Super hard to control the carts. skidding and turning several times. Had like 6 races. Ended up at no. 22 out of 28. Nice right? -_-"
Went to Town at the afternoon. Opened a bank account and bought biscuits and chocolates at Mark and Spencer for snacks. Rushed back home before 5.30 for tea.
Played some foosball (is that how you spell that table soccer thing?) and watched Mark teach Ifsha how to play pool. At 7, there's a saxophone concert at the main hall so we went to see it. It was... horrible. not really. the playing was really good but it made me think of maths. Of all the thinks why maths?! i was doing my homework in my mind while listening. Mark and Ifsha almost fell asleep. At the 15 minutes break, they decided to leave. so we sneaked out and walked fast to our house XD Kesian org main instrumentnya. Lari audience.
Stayed at the computer room with Ifsha and Mark and talked and watched youtube videos. When we came out we found out the rest of the house had made pizza and ice cream and pop corn with the makers downstairs! and no one told us. T_T jahat. eka mau pizza (vegetarian plang :P) Ada masih pop corn so makan atu dikit tpi tawar sal nada butter. haha
After that we were told to sleep. lights out time.
Tomorrow is monday and there's P.E\Games\CCA whatever you want to call it. I chose dance for monday and aerobics for wednesday. So dance tomorrow! I hope it wont be too tiring. I cant dance that well but i shall try!
September 12 bored avoiding homeworkAre you
Where did you sleep last night?
September 08 back~!ANNOUNCEMENT! i cannot access to blogspot anymore cos the school system blocks it. i can however log in to blogger and look at posts from there. i want to read pipz's blog T_T
I'm at school now. it's late and someone will come to check if i'm asleep in like 15 minutes. i made an entry earlier but the computer turned unresponsive.
summary:
LEighton park: everyone is ultra polite. "You okay? how's everything?" is a very very common qsn asked. It's very windy here. and it rained a lot! umbrella and hoodies ready all the time. my house is 200m away from the canteen and 400m away from the classes (approx.) i get to exercise! XP
There's a lot of nationalities here. german, swedish, british,african, bruneian, ireland, scottish, chinese, maldives, etc!
i cant seem to upload pictures right now. will try again later.
I miss home
i miss my family
I miss wxcked science
I miss halal food everywhere
I miss free access to all my stuffs
But i'll live.
chao~ |
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