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6月21日 2 more weeksEveryday it feels like the next day is a holiday but everytime you wake up, you have to get ready for school. Everyday you find people leaving school and the number of people decreasing. *sigh*
What have I done this week. Presentations in ICT classes. More presentations to be made this week. I went for a chemistry masterclass on spectroscopy in Reading University, I played tennis for the first time and swam after that. I went to the cinema and watched transformers ROTF.
presentations: bleh. work must be done, speeches must be given. Class is much more friendlier since we've been together for almost a year
Chem masterclass: Actually seeing the instruments-cool, talks-boring,worksheet-interesting challenge, why chem in uni presentation - .....
Tennis: I stink with both hands. Cant do a proper racket swing. See no difference when demonstrated. Took someone tens of time till I finally see it. Sorry and thank you~
Swimming: it was okay. Swimming back and forth, back and forth. I can do the back thing without a floatie =D
Transformers: AWESOME! some parts were '-_-" this need not be in there' but the effects were awesome!
Weekend: Went to one of the oldest meeting of worship house in south london (in Jordans village) Definitely a once in your two years here thing. Dont think i want to go again next year. It was okay though. Friendly people somewhat interesting history. The religious aspect and the grave was the uncomfortable thing.
Decided not to go to London this week. Thought would go next week but there's Windsor trip and Graham's paying for trip AND food so i think i'll go there instead. I keep thinking of Swindon when someone says Windsor (well they both have WIN XD)
Need to start packing! Need to find a client for ICT coursework! Anyone wants me to built a specific (basic) database for ease their everyday job? Pleaassee tell me else i'd have to find a teacher in school.
Should I go home this December?
I still have no news about attachment! will turn desperate soon.
-Blog stops here unless want to read fangirl part-
HSJ news: Ryutaro has a creepy fanboy stalker that stole his phone(now arrested), Yabu got a drama role and a LEAD stage play role! Hikaru's has a drama role. It's Inoo's bday~ that's all i know. Yamada and chinen are doing the whole NYC Boys, inoo's in uni, ryutaro's in the new (well that's not happy news but yeah ^_^"), Hikaru and Yabu are acting, Keito can be found in Hyakushiki, Takaki's still busy with Gokusen movie promotion and all, what bout Daiki and Yuto? (funny how i rule out Inoo just because he's in Uni and assumed he'll be busier than the others? When for all i know, he might be the one with most free time)
6月11日 decisions, decisions.First of, today is Azrin's bday =D he seemed pretty happy about it. He even got a big,1/2 of the eating area, diners singing happy birthday for him. I wish him the best =D (+ he had 2 presentations to give during ICT. He did great like he usually did. mine was far from his ^_^"
There's been loads of bdays eh? Loads of bdays in May and June. Happy blated birthday to Peng, Hazim, Hareef. there's loads more to come eh? >.<
It was hichan's bday to. Happy bday~! I already greeted her and she rarely reads this anyways :P Cheer up though. There's nothing wrong with you. One of the cutest girls i know.
Back to the title. Decisions, decisions...
I have to start thinking and drafting my UCAS applications. Go to open days... Pick subjects for next year. To continue? to drop? if so.. which one? I need my results first before answering this :\ Sadly, we have to decide this week so that the teachers can make time slot timetable that fits and doesnt overlaps for anyone. I'm not sure i can cope with all 4 subjects in the 2nd year. I mean i'm not sure i can get a good target grade by the end of the day. I may well be able to go through the year but 4Bs in the end is not...great. I already feel slightly incapable since i compared my grades with the boys. I need to work more. I know i shouldnt compare but yeah..
For universities. we had a period today where teachers gathered and talked to the whole L6 bout the ucas process and all. by the end of the period, i can say most of us are scared. I'm scared and slightly thrown off my own plan. I need to reconsider some things and talk to my tutor. One thing is.. i dont want to take an IELTS exam. Last year my senior had to take it as they didnt acknowledge the BCGCE O level english for her course or something o.O
Open days.. i know to which ones i want to go to and i've booked myself to talks in one of them. The only thing is that I'm going alone. Part of me is slightly thrilled about the challenge of having to go by bus to town by myself, catch a specific train (i've never taken one. my tickets were always open routes that i can take anytime that day) and catch this unknown bus from that unknown station to this university. The other part is ofcourse scared. Anyone wants to go to Bath open day?? One of the boys wants to go but he's going from London and it's a lot cheaper for me to go from my school.
Another open day, southampton happens to be in the last day of school. Which means i have to leave school the day before. That means going to brunei hall with my things to bring to brunei. Unfortunately... i have a box to bring with me which results to fact that i cant use the train. That means i have to use a taxi to brunei hall! that means i have to take a taxi alone! After school! okay so it will still be bright since it's summer and all but still... another challenge. >.<
Despite everything... I'm reading a book XD It's ages since i've read a book and i bought this book also ages ago. It's jolly good that i started reading it. I'm starting to like this author (even though this is just the 2nd book of hers that i've read) there's unexpected twists to the story and it never goes how it convincingly suggested)
back to reading~ tomorrow i have a half day so i feel relaxed. After that, it's weekend! I need to shop for Brunei and to something for me to put my things in since i dont have boxes for the summer( we need to clear out rooms~). I might just buy another luggage bag. We'll see..
6月7日 exams over~ amusement park!!Yes i'm completely aware i have not updated this blog. Lets take it as an uninformed Hiatus shall we? Since I had exams and all.
well exams are over~! and i went to Thorpe Park! (it's an amusement park. was a school trip) We were given like 7 hours there.
It was awesome! (says me who havent gone to an amusement park for so long. some of them were like 'this park is not that good')
I went on 3 rollercoasters~ A kiddy one which i'd say like a small version of pony express in JP, one that was indoors and gone backwards in the dark and one big one with loops and turn-me-arounds. XD
I went on several rides that took me high up in the air and spun me. the vortex, zodiac and quantum. scary names arent they? haha
got bus sick on bus ride back. in the end of the day i was weak when i closed my eyes, i can feel myself being thrown in the air.
I'm fine today!
Today was sunday. didnt go to town though. stayed in. made porridge due to lousy 'brunch', cleared up plates and mugs that was piling in the common room. was tempted to print a paper saying 'Cleaning after yourselfs means cleaning your plates and mugs as well as your body' but decided not to. picked up the kuacis on the floor. watched a drama had sunday evening meeting (talk about religion D:)
What's with everyone feeling fat nowadays? Everyone's counting calories, skipping meals, eating barely anything, complaining how fat they are (when they're so thin >.>), 'cleaning their liver', etc. Even the ones that was several months ago 'yay! i'm getting chubbier' is all 'i'm dieting' you've got to be f******* kidding me. you wanted the fats at the first place and started eating alot. now you're complaining? If i dont hear anything like 'i should be dieting i shouldnt be eating this'. 'i NEEEED to lose weight', etc everyday this week, i'll get a 100 quid(pounds)!
*sigh* i feel fat cos the skinnier ones are complaining they're fat. if they're fat, i'm a whale! >.> but i remain my stand of not dieting even though i dont like how i weigh. I just need to know when to stop eating. i wont go 'meat twice a week'
I dont know why but i get irked by people's behaviour everyday. It's like i want to scream at them an shout out that they're being childish, foolish, etc. but i stop myself cos i'm afraid of people saying i'm no better. I know i'm not better but seriously why am i viewing everyone's actions as immature these days?
*Changes topics* I want to go to uni open days but i'm scared to wander into an unknown place alone. Why is there no one else taking computer science! Some of the universities offer different days for different departments.
It's cold these few days. There's no heaters too since it's supposed to be already summer so we feel it's colder.
mum read me teacher's comments about me when we were video calling. basically I have little confidence in my knowledge. only once i'm brave enough do I raise my hand to ask a question or answer one. I need to grow more confident in life! i have one more year! fight!
n I'm starting to lurk more and more on lolita sites and communities.
5月20日 Exams,long leave, activitiesI dont really remember what i have or havent told people in this blog ^^"
Well, I'm taking swimming lessons in school now. Before going to lessons I've been whining and almost crying as I dont want to go to the swimming pool. Swimming? NOOOOOOO~! I DONT WANT TOO!!! MALASSS!!!
Breast stroke (sp?) is hard... my legs keep doing the wrong thing >.<
basically i'm finding swimming very tiring on the legs.
I'm still scared of the water. When i just come in, i have to take time to tell myself to breathe but i'll be fine. Ganbatte!
last lesson the instructor made me jump in around the 1.7m (or so) part. That's deeper than my whole height. the first time i jumped in, i felt like i was drowning. panicked and fighting for air until i remembered i should try to swim to the wall which was just like 1 m away >.<
In the end i could jump and swim to the other end =D
-interval. time to try a C2 past year paper-
-back after an hour- it's a 1.5hr paper but yeah. finished and marked. careless mistakes like putting translation the other way round, using the wrong letter or number, etc. thats why i need the other half an hour to check in the real exam >.<
The real exam is on Friday, AM.
I have been revising physics this two days. Trying to get my head round the waves bit. I'm starting to understand so that's good. Physics is my priority right now since i really want to get an A here. and i'm not confident with the topics.
I'm on study leave this week. However, I'm still in school. Study leave in school... it's like a normal school day where i have to go to registration, collect(assembly), etc but no classes.
Long leave is this weekend. I've made a shopping list. necessities and all that i MUST get. Still adding things to the list thought. Since the cleaners got me my case yesterday, i've packed my clothes in. XD I even made a general half-term to bring list to make sure i have everything i need EVERY half term. hehe
jobless ba~ ndakan blajar 24/7. ngalih dalam bilik saja. nada class. cleaners balik2 tanya. nda kluar bilik? ia kan vacuum bilik eka tapi eka dalam saja. NVM since i'm a very 'neat' person *rolls eyes* my floor doesnt need vacuuming yet. People keep saying my room is neat and tidy even when i think it's a lil bit messy. I've gotten the habit of being obsessed with the tidyness of my room in the mornings.
this morning there was a house collect (assembly just with your house). Graham(housemaster) said he wants to make a party for the ones that recently had their bdays (me, Mark and morris. i think we're all 18s =D) I didnt know he knew. Graham bought the boarders two cakes yesterday. I had the chocolate cake. it' was yummy ( a bit too sweet for my liking though >.<)
In the house collect, graham brought his baby. Sophia~!! She's ssooo adorable. too adorable >.< An another teacher brought her 1-ish year old son. During silence they both made cute noises and the lil boy just randomly waved at people going 'Bye~~' it was just too adorable. *flails over little kids*
Last monday was Ifsha's drama exam. Melissa and I helped out with her technical stuff. I did the lighting and music and I'm really proud of myself. hehe. It was so much fun running through everything finding out which light did which and all. I also watched the other plays (for the exam; other groups) They were all so great, especially this one group. However, it had a lot A LOT of swear words and all but the choreography and synchronisation was awesome! I missed Azrin's play thought ._. because Ifsha's play came after his and I needed to help set up the stage and technical stuffs. I heard it was great and apparently one guy in his play caught all the female audience's attention. Imagine the play was going on at the left but all the girls were looking at the right where the guy (shirtless 6 packs as i heard) were. HAHA. Overall, helping with the play was a great experience. Ifsha got an A too. Congratulations!
Reckitt turns 20 this coming tuesday~! Provided that the weather is good, we'll have barbeque and more cake~ (lol i'm getting loads of cake here. XD)
I'll go to continue studying now~ lalala~
To worried relatives and friends, dont worry, i am taking care of myself here. I know the Swine flu thing has gotten a lot of people worried but i will wash my hands as regularly as i can. Alhamdulilah, it's not really 'chaotic' about it here. =)
5月13日 it's my birthday today. i'm 18you know there was a time some while ago that i thought that i'd cried so much in the past that i just couldnt cry anymore. Even when i was sad, i couldnt cry no matter how hard i tried. One of my friends even told me to think of as many sad things as i could to make me cry but i still couldnt. Today... the tears came down so fast i didnt have time to stop them from falling down my cheeks. Every year for my birthday the most important thing was i get to celebrate with my family, people remembered and i had a cake. I didnt have 2 of them and some people who i even expected to maybe ring me up as soon as they could didnt. I'm glad alot of people remember but who i expected didnt. maybe they were busy... Some people didnt remember until dinner >.> the least person i thought would do that. but it's okay. he remembered in the end (after opening his hotmail) I spent a long time webcamming and calling my mum and dad today. I got a parcel from them too. Thank you mama and ayah~ =D I'll try to be strong. insyallah. but not now. I just can't I got cake today. I attended Mark's birthday celebration downstairs just now. I ate his cake. Even if i have to wait 2 months. I will get my cake! *majal* Now if the tears will just stop rolling
but i'll be fine in the end. I will
5月10日 Mother's dayMother's day~! I wish I'm at home and can sneak a card into my mum's bedroom so that she can randomly find it. But no, I'm in England where they've celebrated mother's day last term.
Today is Sunday. I went to Biceister Village yesterday for a Saturday Morning trip. 2 hours is not enough for me to shop! I end up not getting anything for myself. I did buy two t-shirt for my brother. Almost bought a bag last minute but decided not to due to some reasons not to be told. I'm so disappointed for not buying anything -_-"
Oh! My HSJ DVD came on Friday =D 4 days earlier than expected! (it was expected to reach here on the 12th; 1 day before my birthday) So i watched it that night during quiet time. I used one of the tv room downstairs and cranked up the volume =D
I'm disappointed that there were no 'flying' or serious acrobatic moves. Yuto's tap dancing was a bit rhythmless to me >.< But it was still a great concert especially the ending part. They had two encores XD Demanding fans~!
Yesterday, Angus, Melissa and I cooked tom yam!( with cauliflower, lettuse, vercimelli, prawns and mussels) It turned out good. (To mee it didnt really taste like Tom yam even though we practically put 4 cubes of tomyam paste in it! but it was still okay. We forgot to put in salt too xD) People liked our soup =)
It's a shame i couldnt taste the omelette Angus made.. Roxana used the same wok to cook pork few days ago so I couldnt taste it.
We have sunday evening meeting later. *sigh* People say it's pointless. I'm not saying anything about it other than i dont want to go.
Flowers~! (i felt guilty picking them earlier but I couldnt resist! >.<)
I played around with my phone's camera and saw that one of the settings was panoramic so i thought i'd try it out. It takes 8 different pictures surrounding you and combines the picture together =D
So he's my room. One slightly higer view than the other. and on the top pic, you can see my finger blocking the view of my bed ^^"
  5月6日 Voting~Kali nie, blog dalam melayu (rojak) sebab... saja.
Voting~  Kami tadi pagi ada voting tuk prefects next school year (sept.) So this few days busy la smua org bincang siapa dorang mau vote. 6th formers get 6 votes, the rest of the years get 3 votes. Important berabis ni decision kami. Salnya nda mau org yang sombong/obnoxious/racist jadi org org berkuasa di sekolah. Masa time memvote kan, masa house meeting. So dalam tempat yang ada house members saja. 6th form kena berdiri lagi sebelum tu shout out our name tuk others yang nda kenal kami. Angus duduk sebelah eka. Masa peek on his paper, namaku di circle~! which made me go 'What?!' (Eka takut plang kan jadi prefect tapi confident max votes pun kalau ada org memvote pun lah, 5 votes)
Skali ia liat paper Eka, ada circle this chinese girl kawannya. Skali ia terliat! Trus ia kata ia lupa vote kawannya atu! Ia dah pilih 6 org dah. Lama ia liat papernya pastu toleh rah Eka. Katanya "Can i rub your name off? i really want Jain to be prefect" *hampaaaa~* Tapi buat2 nda kisah, encourage lagi ia tuk rub out the circle for my name. T_T Naveen vote for me~ 1 vote XD (at least ada~)
Di luar rumah sitting at the table outside ada Eli, Angus ngan Archie. Dorang crita bising sampai dengar clearly dari bilik Eka so eka ke tingkap lambai dorang kejap. Trus2 c Archie triak "I voted for you! oh wait. I didnt" Tarus ia tapuk mukanya. *Hampa kali ke dua*  Naveen best friend ku skarang. Dorang bukan kawan!
Haha sekadar~ I'm supposed to be revising right now. IcT mock tomorrow. 2 topic saja baru blajar (3 kalau dikira topic yang baru ckgu ajar) NOO~!
Ntah kenapa hari ni Eka ngalih. Nak tido saja. Tadi di kelas physic lagi teruk ngantuk. cikgu go through test paper yang lalu (calculations mostly betul. explanation hancur~) tapi lama ckgu spend on calculation parts. Sampai kepala resting rah table dah. Ckgu sebut nama puji satu question ni Eka 'Opened his eyes to his mistake' barutah mata terbeliak.
I got 60+ % saja for physic and chem tests~ :(
M1 mock dapat 93% cos salah satu question ja which cost me 5 marks~ knapa question2nya basar banar markahnya? >.>
 5月5日 Exeat weekend~lalala~
It's 9.30pm. Revising ICT
This afternoon, my ICT teacher had wonderful news. I have an ICT mock this Thursday!
-_-"
Jia you! ganbatte! berusaha! fight~oh! work hard?!
During my exeat last weekend (+extra May day bank holiday on monday) i had 2 days of free days and 1 work day~
I finally watched Atashinchi no danshi ep 2~ I went to watch Hannah Montana the movie~ I watched Dodgeball the movie on tv at bhall with LP-ians(+Angus cos he came to visit~)
I got to go to portabello market~! Love that place(maybe even more than camden BUT i never buy anything there. Should that count as a reason to love it? o.o)
I ate Sushi, italian and malaysian~ Oh i got to eat mee kari~! <3. Went to Kareoke with LPans + Mar mar for a while =D
I slept. (<----most important part!)
This week is going to be busy~ First exam (ICT) in 10 days! *Freaks out*
Found Kawaii Not livejournal from livejournal spotlight~ It's definitely kawaii~ XD
Look at all the animated Icons~! Havent seen all but i love the 'You complete me' coffin one XD and the heart breaker~
Look! : http://www.kawaiinot.com/icons.php (warning: 200 animated icons not for slow internet speed users)
gtg back to ICT revision~ i'll stop at 10.15 though to get ready to bed.
5月2日 english and makeupIt's saturday morning and I woke up at 8. Seeing as i slept at 12+am I thought i'd wake up a lot later than that. waking up at 8 was not my intention >.>
I am currently in Brunei Hall enjoying my exeat weekend which is extended a day due to May Day Bank Holiday ^_^
Since I woke up earlier than everyone else, i went down from the bunk bed i'm in to the toilet to freshen up a bit brushing my teeth and all but did not take a shower just yet. Went back up to my bed and went on9. Stupid mistake. A predictable mistake since I knew this was going to happen but let it happen anyways. What i'm trying to say is right now i'm the 3rd person in queue for the toilet! being the first one to wake up but too lazy to call dibs for the toilet. >.>
Oh well..
This morning I've been reading blogs and community journals. I went to some of my friends' blogs and I realise most of them are getting really good in english (or have been great in it all along). Another thing I realise is that I'm starting to not remember the meaning of some words that I'm almost confident to say that I once comprehend. Which is bad. :O
So from today to the coming future, I will be making a point to buy books and read to myself (out loud) with a dictionary next to me to retrieve the confidence I once had in this language called English. Why out loud? It's because my writing is far better than my actual oral.
Anothing thing I'd like to talk about is makeup. I'm sure loads of girls love this colourful 'chemicals'. I do myself but I've realised some people who wear makeup so often look so 'weak' when they decide to go out without them. I would very much like to shout out that if they are so lazy to put on their usual amout of makeup, make a point to at least put some powder and eyeliner on. That is what I myself has believed and picked up since young. I know I sound unfair and a bit cruel there but I can't help it >.< It makes me think that I should go back to wearing none at all since I am afraid people would think the same way as I do when I go about not wearing it. Although I think i dont look much different since i wear no heavy make up at all. Just the daily powder, eyeliner and lip balm to satisfy myself.
Even so...There are some people that I think look so much better without makeup. They are lucky creatures indeed.
Should we let ourselves be so dependent on this cover ups?
pointless rant. lalalala~~~
I have forgotten to bring my headphones. In result, i cannot freely watch dramas this weekend. Nooooo!
*is tempted to buy a new cheap headphone to satisfy weekend need*
Should I? My white ipod one isnt that well now anyways. You can see the wires inside and have to push them back in often.
why do I feel like I'm using such formal english in my own blog? there's probably loads of errors in it. >.< 4月28日 I feel foolish but happy!It's just one of days~ where you make a fool of yourself in several little ways but dont feel happy about it.
XD
Today is quite cold. boo~ i'm back to wearing thermal >.<
Melissa decided not to have breakfast at Oakview today so it was me, Ifsha and Angus (+ other bruneian boys). After breakfast, went to Ifsha and Angus's registration room (next to ours) to wait for my tutor. Funny, there's no one else. We chatted with Robert, Ifsha and Angus's tutor until I realised that it's Tuesday today where i'm supposed to be at the Language lab with MY tutor since there's no collect. Laughed it off and Robert gave me my tutor's registration book to bring with me.
Off I went~ with the registration book in my hand hoping I'm not late, ready to burst into the room saying foolishly 'I forgot it's Tuesday!'
However.. when i entered the language building..
no one was there yet and the door to the room was locked. A few minutes later, David came so he waited with me. Silence..
10 minutes or so passed.. no one.
:\
started to get worried. Usually all my tutor group would be here already. Told David and we both came out and went down.
The door to the building was locked! i dont know how or when cos David and I definitely entered but there was a crowd of people waiting by the door. XD
David unlocked it and everyone came in. So funny when some of them gave us smirks and asked what were we doing
I got a praise from my tutor for bringing the registration book *smiles like a cat*
I seriously need to start reading books again. Several instances today where I said weird things and forgotten words.
I was going to say politely, 'Do you mind if I leave?' but i said 'Can I leave?!' in a very happy(loud) tone. XP
I wonder when my next injection is supposed to be. Btw, i'm freaking sick of jabs and want to get it all over with. HepB(3 time), HPV(3 time, 2 done), MMR-2 too?! I was supposed to do it last wednesday but when i reached the health center, the nurse told gave me a worried look and told me to go in the room. That made me worried but it turned out... The box with my vaccine that the people sent was empty! So i have to leave and they're call me next time when a new box comes. -_-"
oh oh! the kitchen in our house is finally ready to use! I can cook now! =DDD (not that i'm good at it -_-")
4月26日 Boulogne trip~We were due to leave at 4.30am.
The night before I was busy watching dramas in the computer room. By the time i realise it, it's alread 9.30. so i went to be a little late then expected.
I set my alarm clock at 2.45am since i need to shower and all but i finally woke up at 3.30 -_-" rushed out of the room and woke Ifsha up.
We Reckitteers reached the bus area at 4.45am-ish. A tad bit late but the coach has only arrived at that time so it was okay. The coach consist of 3 staffs, 1 mother, 8 six formers and 18 or so year 7 and 8.
The journey from the school to the Euro tunnel was the longest part of the journey. I dont know exactly how long it took but it was long enough to watch Shrek 2 the movie and still have half an hour left (that's what we did when we were on the way back to school at night). It's so cool that there's trains with carriages that vehicles can ride on. We also had a carriage by ourself so the teachers let the kids out of the bus for a while.
Since the teachers couldnt find where the Oakview people kept our packed breakfast, we were left with no food until we've come out of the Euro tunnel and stop at a gas station( well there was no gas station, just the shop XD) where we were told to get something light to fill our stomach so we dont faint. Here, I shared a packet of waffles with Ifsha, Kelvin and Melissa. Loads of the young ones bought lollipops and fizzy drinks. Which explains their hyperness the rest of the day.
In Boulogne... we went to the fish market where the some of the lil ones screamed due to the 'wonderful' odour. Visited the fruits and vege market where there were meat, vegetables, fruits, flowers and also sweets and all those things that Francoise would call rubbish (which the kids bought a lot). Stepped into the streets to look at the shops nearby, ate at a restaurant(where I ate plain pasta with eggs and cheese (to avoid alcohol and meat in the food), had another 30 minutes to walk around(the kids were so sakai they exclaimed every single shop they recognise; "OMG H&M! they have H&M!".
Went to the beach, (the best part!) it was soo scenic! We first went to the rocks and took a picture near the edge of the beach (high tide, couldnt go further) but then... my fear came; we started going up! I stared fearfully at the steps. Not good. I'm afraid of heights. The teachers and kids were further infront already near the top, the other sixth formers were busy taking pictures, me and Azrin went ahead to catch up with the teachers but then Azrin started running up! So there i was alone in between the kids at the top and the 6thformers at the bottom. I tried moving up abit but then i reached a point where i froze. Shouted for Azrin to stop running but he couldnt hear me. It was either drop and hugged the ground i was standing on or screamed for help. Was about to cry >.< Luckily Kelvin proceeded up and reached my side. I quickly grabbed hold of his jacket and followed him up. "Why are you so scared? Just enjoy the scenery" said Kelvin. I felt so low but tried to follow his advice. After a while i wasnt that scared anymore and could, slowly, move up by myself =D
Since i dont have a camera only my phone and the phone's camera's resolution was set to so low -_-" i have only these small and few pictures to share
     After the beach, we set sail for the castle! the sixth formers were all tired.. The kids were climbing up small hills and rolling themselves down! Where did they get all the energy? >.> The sixth formers got a seperate tour guide from the lil ones! yay! We went around the castle and inside.We went to the basement through small passage (even visited the dungeon) and went up and passed through the passageway where the soldiers used to lookout for attacks. The tour guide told us loads of stories which was good.
On the journey back, the kids were still hyper. Inside the euro tunnel, the mother actually went out of the bus to escape from the children. The teachers too were getting so stressed at the ever increasing hyperness of all the kids. They even made all the kids go out of the bus and play around in the carriage. There, the kids played truth or dare with funny dances and catwalks. It was an entertainment for us older people watching from inside the coach.
We reached school at around 9.30pm. The trip overall was worth the money. =) 4月24日 quiet time..It's quiet time right now since it's friday. dont know what quiet time is? me neither XD
well actually i have a vague idea.. It replaces our usual prep(homework) time on fridays since on fridays, all the day boarders leave early, the weekly boarders leave for the weekend and the full boarders have the house all to themselves. We get to NOT do our prep and do anything we want in the house (as long as we promise to be lil angels and be quiet). :P
I'm in my usual place during quiet time. At the computer room watching dramas. I just watched the first ep of Atashinchi no Danshi =D
It's interesting =D. I'm refraining from watching ghost friends as I want to get the dvd for that if possible. ^_^V
Today...
I had an interview with some career people that the school brought in. I was so scared but it turns out that the interview was not like...an interview XD. It was just a friendly chat and the person was actually there to help me. Instead of asking what i did and all she asked what i knew and told me what i should know and look into. I learned a lot! another good thing is that she said that i dont have to remember any of it as she's making a summary for me. =D i'm a very forgetful person.
we didnt have our usual fortnight 2-hr guest speaker talk this time yay! because it's the last one for the the upper six, the school invited Clarins over for them. they're getting makeover and massages! lucky them. Wonder what they'll do for us next year. *looking forward to it already* haha.
What I did instead was wondering around under a tree.
... that sounds scary.
lol.
what tree?
they say it's a sakura tree but i'm still doubtful. *googles for pictures of sakura tree to make sure*
*back after several minutes*
hmm.. yeah they're chery blossoms. XD
Yay!
anyways... back to the story.
Me, mel, Angus, Roxana, Ifsha and Charmaine hung around outside admiring the sakura tree and it's falling flower petals. It's beautiful!
Some of us, more than others mcm nda pernah liat bunga wah. setiap sudut kami liat and banyak ambil gambar lagi. siap praying for wind to blow supaya petals turun and we can take pictures lagi.
Stayed there for almost an hour i think. haha
unfortunately... i dont have pictures to show. it was all in Roxana's and Charmaine's camera.
tomorrow i'm going to france! one day trip. i dont know how to spell the place unfortunately. have to wake up at 3.30 am! will update another time. time to sleep now
sweet dreams everyone!
4月20日 summer term~Back in UK... currently in Brunei hall. resting and waiting till time to go to school which is around 6pm. It's currently 4pm right now.
I dont want to go to school! I feel homesick already ;_; I miss my family...
But there's nothing i can do. I have to be here and study. It's for my future. and i'm not paying for it. so i have to be grateful.
Here are some pictures at the airport yesterday before my departure. Everyone was there :) I'm very grateful for that. I wonder how many more times will they be sending me off.
How many more times will i be going to and back and THEN not feel anything?
We'll just have to wait and see.
^_^
    hmm... i forgot to rotate this pic. Sorry. pusing kepala ke kiri~ XD4月18日 school again.School's about to start again.
I have done work so little, it's not worth talking about. Which is normal for holidays ain't it? Teachers leave you at the beginning of the holidays with buckets full of homework and revision to do during the holidays and you leave it till the last minute, or not do them at all... perfectly normal.
What's not normal is me not bothering to do it even the last few days of holidays.
>.>
that's not the spirit Eka!
First day of school after a long holiday.. I usually begin it with full of 'yeah whatever' the day before and march into school full of smile, hoping to tell the world I'm ready.
We'll see what happens this time..
I havent packed yet.
Badd!!
I havent fix some of the clothes that i need to 'touch up' a little before packing.
1 reason is because i know i can just leave them in a 'nice' pile and my dad would pack em for me cos he's the best in that area.
another reason is because the sewing kit is in my mum's room and i havent gone to collect it yet. Mum's already sleeping now.
wah. just made a 'last minute to do list'. i have at least 10 things to do before afternoon >.>
going to sleep now.
sweet dreams.
4月15日 4 days left. NOOOOO4 days left till i have to go back to UK
....
That sounds like a bad thing XD
Well it's both really. I dont want to leave the comfort of my home. The open spaces,the privacy, the familiarity, the family, the unlimited internet access. hehe
I havent done much school work
I have to figure out what to do in school when i go back.
Sports.... I dont want to do anything. Dance and aerobics again? I feel like i'm not strong enough to do heavy sports. It would be fun if I have a partner to play with. If i do dance.. since the change of teacher in charge, i dont know how that would be. The last time I took dance it was sooo boring. I should learn to swim.. but next term Pia's not there anymore.. No partner again.
problems and worries
I will try to not be a spoiled little brat! Must be more friendly!
My goal is to come back to Brunei as a more confident person. *nods*
I just remembered... I have some more things i want to eat before i go back to UK. haha
and i have to get a haircut. again. cos the last one didnt make that much difference -_-"
Or maybe i shall not.
the length is bothering me a bit. Tempted to curl it :\
i have only 4 days left! should decide quick
+ i have to send away niichan's plushie and letter.
So lazy to write it....
4月7日 MIA in brunei~I've been too lazy and couldnt be bothered. sorry
I'm in Brunei for a week and 2 days? yeah should be. Next week's sunday, i'll be flying back to UK. Super sad. My time here seems so short...
I feel busy here when I'm Brunei. I've only seen fifah for like twice? once when i went to smsa and a 2nd time at Erwan's when he had a movie marathon. Want her to come and hang out at my house again but... yeah. cant seem to fit any free times. only time when i'm very sure that i'm free is in the mornings.She (like the rest) have to go to school!
I love being in my house! It's home =)
My initial expression when i'm home is that.. wow my house is big. wow my toilet is big! my wardrobe is bigger than i imagined! I miss my clothes. where's the Astro?
haha yeah
My dad's coming home on Thursday!
on friday, we're heading to Singapore till monday. Shopping~ but i'm sad that i have less time in brunei.. :(
I havent opened my bag with my school work in it. I'm so bad... must start doing them.
Today, I presented my life in UK to sec 4 and 5 of PJN. waaa i think i did a freaking ugly job at it. I wasnt bad but I knew i was just blabbering around.
Super duper sad that i couldnt show Mar's presentation. She was so worked up about it and spent a whole lot of time doing it too.
So yeah, i spent most of the prev days thinking and preparing for that.
Aku jetlag. First time. So i cant really say I had a pleasant first week. Fell asleep at couches and floor. Couldnt sleep till 5 AM in the morning~ Fall asleep at 8 pm the next day and waking up at 2AM, sleeping for 12 hours! Fighting my body is really hard :\
I cant really say that I'm over the jetlag though. I'm still up late. I cant seem to sleep at 10 or so but when i think of it, that's like normal when you're on a holiday right? *sigh*
Tomorrow... wait. I dont have any plans for tomorrow! just realised that. was supposed to have one but canceled last minute. heh. -_-"
btw, i lost my phone otw back to brunei. I lost my camera somewhere in the house! i suspect it's in a couch(it has a hole deep in it) but i cant rip a couch open. I'm so bad with these stuff. That's the 3rd time I lose a phone. Now i have to get a new UK no....
I want to eat Takoyaki! (havent gotten that yet)
People said I've grown taller and my skin is fairer. REally? I didnt notice it at all. What i know is that i dont feel fat anymore. I'm more comfortable with my body. I'm not skinny but i like it =) 3月22日 last sunday before easter~T
 oday is sunday. My room looked like a bomb exploded all weekendWhy? cos I was packing. It's funny how whenever i try to clean my room/ pack things away, i always end up making a big mess before the clearance.
I was supposed to start packing yesterday but.... I fell asleep. hehe. I fell asleep as soon as i stopped chatting with my dad. My already half asleep brain cleared everything from my bed and lied down. The next thing i knew it was 6 ish in the morning, the lights were on and I was still in my clothes from yesterday.
Today~ It's a nice day. Sunshiny bright but still has that cool air. =D
The first few hours of my day was me trying to fight my lazy self to force myself to start packing.
Around 12, Farid called me and told me to go down stairs quickly, he's waiting outside the house.
When i rushed down with melissa to the front door, Naveen has a serious face saying 'we have a problem'
Farid said "Rahman's ill"
Immediately i froze: 1. I had an image of Rahman in the health centre, lieing on a bed
2. I caught sight of maryam and Fifah at the edge looking all happy and going 'Hi~!!'
These two images adding up; -ve + +ve = 0 (blurr, blank, lost)
XD
Maryam came to my school~!
She experienced sunday house meeting in school house~! (LOL!)
I took her and Fifah up to the girl's side of Reckitt
unfortunately...
I had to run down to town to pick up some final things that i need
I had dance practise from 1 to 5
I asked Becky if I could come later, she said come at 3.
When i reached town it was like 2.45
:S
Rushed~!
Came back to school at 3.30 -_-"
+ I didnt get to see mar and say goodbye D:
I wont see her again until the end of easter holidays ;_;
Nvm. Make sure to email me your presentation mar~
Night time:
My room is a bit more clearer. My bags are packed with the exceptional few that's still out, 2 boxes full of clothes to put in the trunk room. Toiletries and this week's clothes still in the wardrobe and still some space on the top cupboard that i can keep things in during easter. So far so good =D
lalala~
Jounetsu Jump~
Been watching the vid a few times this weekend ehe.
The song's catchy. Very HSJ-y. Hikaru with brown hair ;_;
I like Chinen's hair despite some people saying the hair stylist butchered it.
Yamada center stage again. No suprise there. 3月21日 What is it? what is it?What the hell did you buy?
Did you buy a duvet?
Did you buy a bed?
You're going to break your back carrying that big of a clock? (it's not a clock XD)
Did you buy yourself a man?
Someone's going to jump out soon right?
haha
what happened? you may ask
I got this on thursday (yesterday)
 okay the picture doesnt do much justice but i have to say it's huge! like 1m wide, 2m long and 1m high. it's right next to my bed restricting my movements. I had 4 people carrying it up to my room. It's not that heavy though. after a day, it's damn heavy >.< cause i've put more things in it.
In it are a lot of other boxes. no need to get to that detail but all i can say is that i'm bringing everything in it home!
I've always thought my family doesnt know how to travel light. Apparently, i dont know either XP
I'll be fine.
1 more week
=D
3月18日 9 days to go~
Just wanted to take a picture. 1 more school week to go. I feel like my schedule is tight but when I sat down and checked, it's not really full at all. I have to finish my ICT coursework. I'm only left with the last task =D I finished the 3rd one just an hour ago. Going back next saturday! Brunei here i come~ My room is so full~! I havent been able to concentrate in class for the last two days. I have no idea why. Oh yeah, i got my January exam results back! I want to watch a drama! It's getting so hot nowadays! It was especially hot today. I think it was 20 degrees! People has started sitting down on the grass during free times and sitting on outside benches during meals. I might just pack away my jacket soon and just go around with my blazer. Kinda scared for summer now. No fans, no airconds, temperature rising. :\ Most random thing today: Passing by the drama studio and seeing 3 topless boys and a girl wearing some sort of victorian outfit.
3月12日 Talents. tiredness. and moreAhhh I feel so tired right now and it's not even 10 yet.
I have to go to london again this weekend. I just want to stay in my room and sleeep~
well technically, if i go to brunei hall i'll sleep most morning too BUT! there's someone else in the room and the morning would involve me fighting the urge to not look like a lazy bum and wake up early.
Anyways...
Today was exhausting.
First period was PHSE (dont ask me what it means. i have no idea. it's a lesson where we have various things every week. mostly things to help us with ucas applications or things for our future like gap year, taking care of environment, volunteering, etc.) we had to do this questionnaire thingie that determines which course we should look at for uni. Top of my results was Software engineering. Followed by Networking, ICT followed by Central asian languages (i cant resist saying that i want to learn languages. hehe) followed by computer science, Internet and web designing, Aeronautical Engineering, etc.
2nd period was maths, I have a test!
break time - results for January module exams are given out! I got 94/100 for core maths 1 and 98/120 for physics. Not satisfied with my physics! but i dont want to retake... Will still decide.
3rd period was Ict. Test again!
4th period was Physics. Practical assessment written exam! (ISA stage 2)
My brain was dead after all that.
5th period was study period but i had to replace people and be on duty downstairs(making sure people sign in when they come in/make sure no non-6thformers came in) so i just read the newpaper while on duty
6th period was chemistry, normal lesson.
After school - House music practise~
I'm joining house music. (Music event involving competition between houses in composition, individual performance and group performance) I'm in the big group dance. We're dancing to footloose! It's fun though i dont have a partner yet. I have to wear a black skirt for the real day. I need to go buy one >.<. At least we can wear leggings under it. Just skirt? Never!!
I just found out one of my friends can really sing.
everyone is so talented here.
I have no talent ._. At least i havent found one yet
Getting good grades (or so people think) is not a talent!
well for me it isnt.
maybe someday i'll realise something i'm already doing is a talend
for now...
I love dancing XD
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